Friday, November 14, 2008

Tired


Just a random snap so that I can blog using my handphone.

LOL.

Suddenly felt tired of everything.
My life my studies my exam my handphone my hair my bags my everything.
And I'm even tired of getting online.
Lol.

Don't know what happened to myself.
Hating myself for being like this.
Sigh.

Anyway, just deactivate my Facebook account.
Felt tired to continue it.

I know I spent lots of time maintaining my FB account.
Especially for MouseHunt and Fish Wrangler.
Will refresh the page every 15 minutes to sound the horn or cast to fish.
And to be honest I felt empty without FB.

So what?
I survived for 23 years without FB, and I can continue my life as before.

But can I continue my normal usual life if it's without something or someone else?

Can I?

Sigh.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

感触

Found some blog links of my secondary classmates.

Used to be quite close to some of them, but somehow something happened, and misunderstanding happened, and we're not friends anymore.

Seems like it's so so so untrue, but 2 of them actually get married.
Congrats. =)

Sigh.

Suddenly get moody pulak.
Ish.

忽然有好多好多的感触..
曾经是很好很好的朋友..
却再也不联络..
见到面的时候也只是默默地经过对方的身边..
什么话都不说..
甚至怀疑她是不是就是我认识的那个她..

朋友就是这样的吧..
People come and go.
No one will stay for you forever.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

The Prettiest Woman in the World

Who is the prettiest woman in the world?
Celebrities that I don't and can't remember their names?
People that wear makeup every day and night and might die without their makeups on?

Nope.
Non of them.

The prettiest woman in the world is a pregnant lady,
with her hubby taking care of her as if she's a baby.

Saw an expected mother in yesterday's dinner.
Her hubby actually follows her every time she wants to go to the washroom.
Will hold her hand and walk slowly together with her,
whisper to her and will hold her waist sometimes.
When she went in to the washroom,
he'll wait patiently outside the washroom,
unlike other guys that will be looking at their hand phone,
tapping their feet impatiently,
or even simply walk away.

He never.
He waited until his wife come out,
hand her a tissue for her to wipe her hand,
pat pat her head and tidy up her hair for her,
hold her hand tightly and hold her waist with another hand,
and walk back to their table,
whispering smiling laughing together.

Isn't that sweet?
Isn't she the prettiest woman in the world?

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Where's my Appetite?

Never eat any solid food since erm,
Monday night?

Bought a tiramisu from Secret Receipe at e-gate and some bread from 7-11 for my breakfast on Tuesday.

End up I never eat the tiramisu on Monday night,
instead I ate it on the Tuesday morning,
and the bread that I bought is still with me now,
fresh and new and unopened. =.="

I went to see doctor today due to gastric.
The doctor scolded me for not eating anything.
And she said that my body can't support if I never eat anything at all,
especially with my current weight.
Ahem. =.="
I told her that I don't have appetite to eat,
and she said that she can't recommend me any medicine that can improve my appetite,
else I'll become Lydia Sum when I recover.

WTH. =.="

What make her think of Lydia Sum eh?

Anyway,
walked to Tesco to grab some cereal just now.
I passed by those shelf full with chocolates,
and kept telling myself that I should get at least one of those chocolates.
Guess what.
I stood in front of the shelf for like,
10 minutes.
And non of the chocolates actually successful in 'seducing' me.
Weird eh? =.="

Purposely pass by the shelf with junk foods as well.
Still,
don't feel like buying any of those.

Walked to the frozen food section,
saw my favorite HASH BROWN !!
I'll grab like 2 packets of those normally lor.
End up,
I need to force myself to take one bottle of the yogurt drink opposite the hash brown fridge,
cause I don't wanna look weird checking out with only a pack of cereal and a pack of Kotex pad.
=.="

Where's my appetite lar !!
How come I'm not attracted to any food that I love anymore?
=(

Friday, October 3, 2008

My Final Decision

Lots of thing had happened.

I was brought to the highest level of happiness, and someone actually pushed me down, telling me that everything doesn't belongs to me.

I'm shock.
I'm angry.
I'm sad.
I'm confuse.
I'm scare.
I'm nervous.
I'm jealous.
I'm selfish.
I'm losing my mind.

I lost my direction.
I don't know what to do next.
I don't know what will happen next.

I feel guilty.
I feel bad.
I feel like crying.
I feel like scolding someone.
I feel like hitting someone / something to release my anger and disappointment.
I feel like getting crazy.
I feel like killing myself.

I regret cause I wasn't born earlier.
I regret cause I'm not able to leave, and indirectly hurt innocent people.

Everything went back to the time when I'm still 17 years old,
where I'm not able to make a proper decision,
where I'm insisted my own choice thou everyone is objecting it,
where I still believe in commitments and promises.

I decided to stay.
Agree or disagree is all up to you.
I'm old enough to handle the responsibilities and results from my decision.
I don't need anyone to help me to decide my life.
Good or bad I won't be showing off or complaining.
Just let me be what I want to be.
I know I'll be regretted if I never try to fight for the thing I want.
I know this will be tough for me but I'm sure I'll be much tougher to face all the challenges.

Support me if you agree with me.
Ignore me if you're disagree or trying to be sarcastic.
Just put yourself in my shoes and stop calling me with all those bad names.

I will be staying for half year,
and this is my final decision.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Moody-ness

I'm suppose to pass up an assignment tomorrow,
but my word document is still blank since 4pm.

What the hell is happening.

Damn moody lately lor.
Feel like hiding in my room on my bed under my blanket forever.

I'm a terter !!!
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Saturday, September 20, 2008

Cabut-ed From Ah Neh Neh's Class


Decided to run away from ah neh neh's class after he wasted my 45 minutes doing nothing.

Class was supposed to start at 9am, and I admit that I'm late for about 10 minutes.

BUT.

Ah neh neh is late for 30 minutes.

He went in the class, crap for 5 minutes, realised that the LCD projector is not working, and told us that we'll be changing class.

=.=

Fine fine.
Change class ma change class lor.
Not big deal what.
Everyone took their bags and stand outside the classroom and wait for ah neh neh to come back.

BUT.

He came back after 5 minutes and said that we're using back the old classroom.

=.="

I asked eelu if we should go back to his class, and she suggested to play scissors-rock-paper.
If I win then we're going for dimsum, but if eelu wins then we need to go back and faced ah neh neh until 12 noon.
Eelu won. =(
So we go into the class and sit down and guess what.

Ah neh neh said we're going to change class AGAIN.

WTH.

Can't tahan and straight cabut to my favourite dimsum.

Erm.
I know it's taufu fah in the picture, but cannot eat taufu fah with dimsum one meh?

Hmpf.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Traffic Jjjaaaammmmm !!


This is what I have for my car,
and I'm stuck in the 'head' of the Penang Bridge,
on the way going back to SP.

Bless me and my car so that we'll reach home safely.

*Imagine the situation of jamming since I can blog this with both my hand while trying to save my right arm from becoming a tasty BBQ pig hand. Sigh.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

傻瓜 - 温岚



其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Time When my Mood SWINGS

I'm trying to be the one that you want me to be.
I'm trying to be the one that won't annoy you.
I'm trying to be the one that you'll look for whenever you need someone to talk to.
I'm trying to be someone who's not myself at all.

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
I don't know how long will this last.
I don't know who I am to you.
I don't know what else I should do to please you.

I'm always a beggar in a relation.
Always beg for more time more attention more love.

You're not the one to blame on.
In fact it's myself.

I lost myself when I'm afraid of losing someone that I really care.
I'll be doing anything that he/she wants me to do.
That's the idiotic part of myself right?

I can't do anything but wait.
Waiting for you to message me.
Waiting for you to call me.
Waiting for you to look for me.
Etc etc etc.

SWINGS SWINGS SWINGS.
Yeah I got a damn-not-stable-swinging-mood as usual.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

W-H-Y

I was in good mood since it's Andz birthday today.
But why did you appear like that?

I thought we're not related to each others anymore.
I thought we're not going to chat anymore.
But why did you send me the FaceBook message?
Why are you doing this to disturb my life?

You told me that you're back to SP,
for more than half year.
Honestly I knew about this.
Bobby told me before,
and he said he's trying to hide this from me since I might get hurt.
I appreciate what Bobby had did,
cause I'm really getting hurt when I saw your FaceBook account.

I deleted you from my FaceBook once,
and not long after that,
you added me back to your list.

I tried to ignore you at all,
and when I thought I'm doing good in that,
taa-daa ~
Here you are.
Messaging me on FaceBook,
asking for my contact so that we can go out yam char.

And you even tell me that you're surprised that I never change my contact number.

LOL.

So you REMEMBER me.

Good.

Come lar come lar.
Continue torture me with you and your girlfriend's story lar.
It's time for me to grow stronger and tougher.
And I guess it's the best if I can get the 'training' from you.

Damn.
Time for me to do online shopping to reduce my MOODY-ness.

4th September 2008

Happy Birthday my baby.

I'm sorry that I can't celebrate your birthday with you,
but this is not the only birthday that we're going to be together. =)

Wish ya all the best dear.
Enjoy your birthday with the mole mouse catcher ya. =x

Love ya baby. >.<

Monday, September 1, 2008

Memories that will never fade out

Bad memories always flashed back from time to time.

I was on the way back to Penang from KL,
and suddenly,
I can see the old me sitting by the window at my old place at Setapak,
keep dialing the same number for the past 1 hour,
and soon I get frustrated and started to cry and smoke fiercely.

I know he's not sleeping,
at least he's not sleeping at HIS PLACE.
And yeah,
he's a bloody two-timer.

The picture of me smoking fiercely and crying and dialing the same number over and over again keep flashing back.
I guess it's to remind me not to do something that will hurt myself anymore.

I get hurt enough for the past,
and now I'm looking forward for a bright future of US.

Just a random post I guess.
I'd been emotional these days.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

End of my holiday


I reached KL on last Friday,
and today is the day for me to back to Penang,
so that I'll have enough time to prepare for my classes on Tuesday.

I'd never step into Puduraya bus station since last year,
let alone the Chinatown and Bukit Bintang that are located around Puduraya.

Well I'll say that Puduraya did change a lot.
At least I'm still feeling strong after standing at the bus platform for about 30min,
and I just need to wait for about 35min before the bus that I'm taking reached.

Although the bus departed at 4pm instead of 3.30pm as stated in the ticket,
but I guess it's already a great improvement for them.
I still remember those days where we need to wait for more than 1 hour before we can see the 'shadow' of the stupid old bus.

But still, they are still changing the bus ticket into another 'correct' bus ticket after we get into the bus.
I'll post the two different version of bus ticket when I reach home later.
For now I'm feeling tired + sleepy,
so I'll be taking my short nap.

Nite nite all.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

YOUz

I'm missing you.

Even though you just left for like,
1 hour+?

When can I see you again?

I really miss you.

=(

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Word of the day - Clingy

Quoted from MSN Encarta


cling·y [ klíngee ] (comparative cling·i·er, superlative cling·i·est)

adjective

Definition:

1. emotionally dependent: too dependent on the company or emotional support of other people

2. sticking to body: sticking closely to the body
-
a clingy fabric
-
cling·i·ness noun


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Quoted from eHow.com

Clinginess sends a message to your boyfriend or girlfriend that you can't live without them and that they are the center of your universe. This gives them total power over the relationship and over you. Not to mention, being clingy comes off as being needy and is a real turn off. There are ways to stop yourself from being clingy in a relationship.

How To Stop Being Clingy

Difficulty : Moderate Challenging

Things you'll need : Time apart, Hobbies and Interests

Instructions :

Step 1 :
Understand that other people have lives outside of yours. When you think everything you do is at the center of everyone else's universe, your insecurities become annoying and people get tired of reassuring you all the time.

Step 2 :
Be understanding of another person's time. A big mistake that makes people appear clingy is to try to dominate another person's time. Don't expect the relevant individual to spend every spare minute of time they have with you.

Step 3 :
Try to stay off the phone for hours on end with your partner. Limit your phone calls with them. Calling someone all the time and not letting them off the phone easily makes you appear needy. People will look at their caller ID to see if it is you calling. If you find the person you call all the time is suddenly not answering the phone, this might be a clear sign that you're calling too often.

Step 4 :
Go out with friends in social situations without your significant other. Encourage your partner to do the same, making sure to remove all signs of jealousy. Being independent outside of your relationship shows an attractive level of self-confidence.

Step 5 :
Find something you enjoy that you can do outside of your relationship such as a hobby or sport. Take an art class or sign up for your church's softball league. This will help you prevent making your partner the center of your world.

Step 6 :
Be yourself. Try not to be so apologetic about everything you do. This makes you appear needy and that you have a perpetual guilty conscience. You don't need to be a perfect person for someone to love you and want to be around you.

Step 7 :
Feel secure with yourself, believe in yourself and know you have great worth.


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I don't know if I'm a clingy type of person now.
But I know I was a very super annoying clingy type of person.
Google for 'clingy', end up appearing all the results on 'How To Stop Being Clingy'.
Is there any guide to teach people on 'How To Become a Clingy Boyfriend'?
I don't like it when my 'him' doesn't stick to me at all. =(
Thou I don't really know what's our relation now. =(

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Legal Framework

This is one of the subject that I need to take for this semester.
And seriously, the lecturer SUX.

Ya I know some of you will say that I'm a racist,
that's why I don't like the ah neh neh lecturer.
But problem now is,
I'm not the only one that dislike him.
I can see that most of us don't really want to attend his class.
Not only because of his class is located on Saturday,
but it's because of his stupid attitude.

This is the 4th week of our class,
which means we already had 4 classes with the ah neh neh.
And honestly,
I learn nothing from him.

Except he went for a badminton session last Friday,
and then celebrate his wife's birthday,
and that cause him to wake up late on Saturday and made us waited for near to 30minutes in the class.

By the way, I know that he'll go for gym once a week,
as well as badminton,
and he's one of the lecturer in OUM Penang,
and his office is located at 11th floor.

Besides that,
he's an EXPERT that got offer from a university in New Zealand for his PhD,
where he can brings his wife and children along,
and his wife is able to get a working permit at there,
while his children is able to get a good education at New Zealand.

Oh ya.
He was a English lecturer with super duper strong Indian accent.
I'm doubting if his students will actually sue him because he's actually teaching "Inglish".

Very frustrated with him now.
He does nothing but goes in our class,
divide us into different groups,
telling us what are the topics that we're suppose to discuss,
and starts to shake his leg sitting there having his own sweet time,
while most of us are super confused with those legal terms.
And tada ~
Class dismiss ~
Hurray ~
Wasted 3 hours sitting there day dreaming for every Saturday.
ISH.

And the main reason that make me write this blog is because of what he did just now.
We were suppose to do a STUPID test set by him,
but the problem is,
we DON'T KNOW what the BLOODY HELL he's talking about.

In order for us to gain the maximum mark for essay questions,
we're suppose to answer all the essay questions with 4 steps,
which include Identify the area or areas of law, Explain the principles of law, Apply the law, and Draw possible conclusion.

BUT,
seems like the cute ah neh neh is not aware of the 4 steps that are stated in our Topic 1 notes.
He kept crapping around and said we never study before we attend his class.
LOL.
Who is the one that never do proper preparation before attending the class?
All of us are confused until SoonKhee jumped out and told us that the 4 steps are actually refers to what I said above.

How embarrassing it is?
A lecturer actually sits down in the class and listen to his student to explain the 4 steps thingy.
And after SoonKhee had explained everything,
then only he come out with the "OH I SEE" facial expression,
but still try to save his face by adding in more and more useless craps that made us more confused.

WTH.

And and.
He brought all the guys to the cafeteria for a 'men's talk',
leaving all the girls sembang-ing lepak-ing in the class.
I get mad and just leave the class together with EeLu.

WTF.

Wondering if it's possible for us to complain about the ah neh neh,
since most of us are actually worrying that we're not able to score for this paper.
Sigh.

*** UPDATE ***

Forgot to mention the part where he actually brought in some 'not-so-good-looking' butter cake for us.
I not dare to touch any single pieces since I'm worrying that those are poisonous cake for me,
since I'm the one that complain in the discussion board at Curtin's BlackBoard.
I don't want to die at my age.

Friday, August 22, 2008

My 1st Long-winded Tag.. =.="

Tagged by :

AnyThing Lar mia LiSa

Name : Lee Meng Jun
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 3
Shoe size : Hhmm. Depends on the cutting. Sometimes 7 sometimes 8 sometimes 8+.

Height : 160cm (Thank God for not asking my weight. =x)


Where do you live : Kedah / Penang


Favourite drinks : Green tea, and started to love plain water now. =.="
Favorite breakfast : I seldom take breakfast lar.


Have you ever

Been on a plane : Yuppie
.
Swam in the ocean : I can only FLOAT.

Fallen asleep in school : Yeap. Was damn tired and can't control my eyes. LOL.

Broken someone's heart : Hhmm. I guess so?

Fell off your chair : Yeah. It's a broken leg chair. But not cause of my weight okie? =.="

Sat all night waiting for someone to call : I did.

Saved e-mails : Yeap.


What is your room like :
- Kedah = messy + messy + messy.
- Penang = white + blue. (my dream room)


What's right beside you : My handphones.

What is the last thing you ate : Mee Sedap. =.="


Ever had

Chicken pox : Nope.

Sore throat : Yeah.

Stitches : Nope.

Broken nose : That's my REAL nose okie?


Do you

Believe in love at first sight : Yes I do.

Like picnics : Yes if only with my friends. Or people that I know.


Who was the last person

You danced with : Baby Amber. Or maybe Baby Victor. I can't remember. LOL.
Who made you smile : Someone that I wish to keep him anonymous. =)

You yelled at : A lot. LOL.

Today did you

Talk to someone you like : Yeah I talk to him everyday. ;)

Kissed anyone : Does this include my pillow?

Get sick : Ya bit headache. And tummy ache.
Talk to an ex : Nope. Never talk to him for 2 months.

Miss someone : Ya.

Eat : Well I tried not to eat but, I was just about to get fainted when I was driving you know. So...


Best feeling in the world : Get to sleep in my warm bed during rainy days.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Yes. Especially my Winnie The Pooh and teddy bear.

Do you have any siblings : Yuppie.

Do you want children : Best if 1 baby boy and 1 baby girl. =)

Do you smile often : Ya a lot. Especially when I'm in good mood.

Do you like your handwriting : So so. Wished that it can be better thou.

Are your toe nails polished : Yeah I did. And I'm planning for the next pedicure session. =D

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Hhmm. I don't know.

What colour shirt are you wearing now : White. By the way it's pyjamas. Not shirt. LOL.
What were you doing at 7.00 pm yesterday : Staring on my laptop screen. Thinking what to do next.

I can't wait till : I finish my degree and able to find a job that I like.

When did you last cry : I can't remember. I cried a lot.

Are you a friendly person : I guess so.

Do you have any pets : Yeap. Turtle. One of the turtle had been eaten by another turtle because I forgot to feed them for 2 weeks.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now : Somewhere in Malaysia. =)

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now : Yes if this refers to a girl. No if this refers to a guy.


Do you sleep with the TV on : Yeah. Does this include when my lappy is playing DVD too?

What are you doing right now : Watching TV + MSN + catching fish at FaceBook + answering this long-winded tag.

Have you ever crawled through a window : Yes.

Can you handle the truth : Ya. But I tend to run away most of the time.

Are you too forgiving : Yes. Will even 'assist' people around me to tell myself a lie.

Are you closer to your mother or father : ;)

Who was the last person you cried in front of : I cried alone normally. =)


How many people can you say you've really loved : Papa Mama Brothers Sisters in law Amber Victor
'Anonymous' ahTheng HooiWern ChoongHan ZhiYun AhMoon MeiFong HooiChoo Irene KenYoong ShiYun EeLu Sherilyn SoonKhee ahBi Bobby UncleBean UncleDodo 41Bear. (yeah these are all the people that I really care of)

Do you eat healthy : Depends on my mood. =x

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex : Just deleted.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : Yes. Always.

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : No one. Will hide myself and cry. LOL.

Are you loud or quiet most of the times : Depends on mood.

Are you confident : Nope. Due to my weight.


5 things I was doing 10 years ago :

- Studying.
- Trying to keep my hair long.
- Cutting my nails at midnight to avoid problems when Pengawas is checking our nails.
- Hugging my Winnie The Pooh to bed every night.
- Secretly like someone who's much elder than me. LOL.

5 things on my to-do list today :

- Buy pyjamas at Queensbay. (Decided to buy it tomorrow)
- Print out the stupid assignment that our ah neh neh Legal Framework gave us. (Ya I'm going to print it later)
- Try to eat lesser food. (Failed. Due to the "almost fainted" incident when I was driving)
- Ask Ms Kok about our research report title. (Yeap we did. But I still don't really understand)
- Drink the maximum amount of plain water that I can take. (MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!)

5 snacks i enjoy :

- Chips.
- Dark chocolates.
- Famous Amos biscuits.
- Orange juice. (sugar-less)
- VITAGEN !!

5 things i would do if I were a billionaire :

- K800i / K850i for myself.
- Ford Smart For Four for myself.
- A brand new condominium with sea view for myself and 'anonymous'. =x
- Any mini cute dog for myself.
- Slimming centre course for myself.
(Yeah everything for MYSELF only.)

5 of my bad habits :

- Unable to wake up early. Thou I might sleep at 9pm in the night.
- Can't stop myself from eating. Especially JUNK FOOD.
- Always drag my assignments to the very last minute. Unless someone actually threaten or force me.
- Keep calling someone's name till he/she actually ask me what happen, and I'll tell him/her that I was just calling for fun.
- Very shy and quiet especially when with strangers.

I tag:
Anyone lar.
If you're bored and got nothing to do and decided to do this,
just go ahead. =)

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Thank you, God

Dear God,

I'd received your reply regarding to my previous enquiry.
Thank you.

With Love,
junnie

Monday, August 18, 2008

Penang Bridge

Seriously I'm getting frustrated and angry with the condition of Penang Bridge now.

I was driving back to Penang from my hometown just now,
and guess what?
I used a BLOODY 2 HOURS in order to reach Penang.
The jam in front of the tol had took me about 45 minutes.
And another 45 minutes+ for me to finally reach Penang.

WTF.

I can't understand why are they building SO MUCH of tol for Penang Bridge,
while there's only 2 stupid lane all along the bridge.
Oh ya I forgot.
They're SUPPOSE to EXPAND the bloody bridge.
Or BUILD another money-sucker bridge.

Anyway, I don't really follow news.
I guess that's the reason why I'm the only one that barks around about the bloody bridge.

By the way, after several emergency break at the fast lane,
which caused every car totally STOP down for at least 3-10 seconds,
I realized that there's a BLOODY CAR that drives at about 30-40km/j at the FAST LANE.
With no car in front of him.

HARLOW UNCLE.
It's the FAST LANE.
You can't understand the sign "Ikut kiri kecuali memotong" while you're a MALAY?

Oh okie, my fault.
I forgot that MALAY need to get POTONG.
That's why he can drive at the kanan when he's driving at a turtle speed.

Good.
Whoever that wants to drive at the fast lane / right lane with a speed of 40km/j,
kindly transform yourself into a Muslim.
And make sure that your car is full with all those CDs with the don't know what word on it,
and make sure that you fill up your car with lots of fake flowers until you can't see the cars behind you properly.

And yeah.
I'm a racist.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

junnie back to year 2005 & 2006

Saw some pictures taken with my buddies in KL when I'm trying to clear my picture folder.
Staring at those pictures for a very very very long time, and realised that,
Oh My. I used to be so young.
I mean. WE used to be so young.


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Taken when we went to RedBox together.
Year 2005.
From the left : junnie, moon, mei fong, hooi choo
Not to leave out the most important person, our photographer - ken yoong.
(Used to misspell his name many times, but see, I remember now. =x)


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Gathered at moon's house after "hai luo" session at OUG Garden.
Can't remember the name of that building thou.
Year 2006.
Can guess our faces right?
The only guy is our lovely ken yoong.


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"hai luo" session after my 21st birthday celebration at the pizza restaurant right opposite Kelana Jaya LRT Station.
(Gosh I can't remember most of the name of KL restaurant !! T.T)
And by the way, yeah I'm drunk.
Can see that I had a super red tomato face.
Super duper drunk actually.
But tried to act as if I'm normal.
LOL.


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Hhmmm.
"hai luo" session again. =.="
This is to celebrate mei fong's 21st birthday.
Seems like we like "hai luo" a lot at that time.


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Ken yoong's 22nd birthday.
Year 2006.
He and moon are 1 year elder than us. =x
We celebrated at Mid Valley.
The HongKong thingy which is located at down stair of the cinema.
Good I forgot the name again. =.="


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RedBox session.
Year 2006.
Finally 6 of us are able to meet up.
Irene is the girl that never appear in previous picture.
We don't have a good camera at that time, yet die die want to take this picture, because it's the only picture with all 6 of us. =(


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Moon's convocation which is 1 year later than mei fong, hooi choo, and ken yoong.
Year 2006.


Can't wait to see you guys again.
I'd promised moon to celebrate her birthday MUCH earlier this year, since I don't think I'll be able to go to KL on a nearer date.
Anyway, guess I'll be going to KL on next next weekend, which is 29th August, and will stay at there until 31 August, which is our MERDEKA DAY !
woo hoo ~

Friday, August 15, 2008

What Happened?

I don't know what happened.
You just disappear like that.
I'm worrying.
Really.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

I Can't Sleep.. =(


This cute IKEA light actually belongs to my third brother but somehow it happen to appear in my room for past 2 years.
Or maybe 3 years.
Fine I can't remember how long it 'stays' in my room and actually used up some space on my table.

Anyway, I never use this light since I'm not the type of people that will die when they need to sleep without night light.
But I guess most of the kids need night light right?
That's why I switch on the light tonite.
I'm sharing my room my bed my blanket and my pillow with Princess Amber tonite.
She's already asleep and most probably in her sweet princess dream now.
BUT,
I can't sleep at all, just because of the light. =.=

HELP!

And by the way, this is the first time I blog with my mobile in English.
Yay.

And by by the way, I just realised that I'm damn good in nagging. =.=
A sign that shows that I'm turning into aunties?
Noooooo. T.T

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Auntie?

Went to Tesco this morning to buy some food.

I wasn't aware of this cute little boy until he kept shouting AUNTIE to me.
=.="
Was quite reluctant to admit that I'm the AUNTIE that he's trying to talk to.
But when I saw him happily waving at me and say goodbye to me,
I simply can't stop myself and waved back to him.
He was super happy and kept telling his father that AUNTIE is waving at him bla bla bla.
=.="
*Couldn't understand a single word from them because they are speaking in a foreign language*

And he suddenly turn to me and give me a goodbye kiss.

God,
see larr,
kids are so cute !!!

Can't stop myself from giving him a goodbye kiss as well,
and he kept smiling at me as if I'm the Angel from the heaven.
LOL.
*okie I just simply think too much.. =x*

Anyway,
just wanted to say that this is the only time that I feel happy after someone called me AUNTIE.

And believe it or not,
I'll still smile at myself when I think of that cute little boy waving at me.

hhmmm..
I'm not falling in love with that 5 years old boy right?
O.o

Monday, August 11, 2008

;)

Saw this in the kitchen at my brother's house just now.

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Nice right?
It makes me think of a smiley face with the daisy as the eyes,
and the black thingy as the mouth.

Wondering whose idea it is.
hhmmm..

wee hoo ~

Finally decided to get rid of the stupid pinkish template.
Cheer for my brand new looking blog !! =x

Sunday, August 10, 2008

To My Dear God

Dear God,

Please don't tell me that the one that should be with me for the rest of my life had been kidnapped by the alien.
If it's really so,
please inform me earlier,
instead of letting me to get involve in relations that won't bring with any good ending.

Thank You.

sigh-ing post =.="

It's a shock for me when I know that two of my secondary school mates are getting married most probably by this year.
*sigh*

Why larr.
Why I still can't find the other half of mine?
*sigh*

I want to get marry also larr.
=(
*SIGH*

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Thank You

My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

I drank too much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there
They'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door
I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

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Thanks for touching my heart with your words,
thanks cause you'd brighten up my day,
thanks cause I'm not alone anymore with you by my side.
I don't know what will happen in OUR future,
but,
I'm hoping for the best,
always. =)

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Phat Girlz


那天不小心在astro的某个台看到这部戏..
马上就有一见钟情的感觉了..
呵呵..

很喜欢女主角说的一句话..
"To all the ppl who think we've got a weight problem, no baby, we ain't got a weight problem, you just got a problem with our weight."

yeah u..
stop laughing at my weight !!

呵呵..

Thursday, July 24, 2008

moody..

今天的心情忽然很差..
决定做一些让自己开心的事情..

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Monday, July 21, 2008

老娘发飙..

以前的我..
总是特别爱吃醋..
稍微让我发现有什么不对劲的事情..
都会马上打破沙锅问到底..

可是现在..
就算他公然在我面前跟别的女生打情骂俏..
我都还能够视而不见..
虽然我什么也没说..
那不代表我并不觉得那是个什么问题..
我不出声是因为我不知道自己算是你的什么..
所以只好把所有的东西都往肚子里吞..

看到你对别的女生好..
我是不开心啊..
我是不爽啊..
但我不是你的谁..
所以只好安静地在一边..
不断的问自己..
是自己做错了什么吗?
还是自己不够好?

不觉得我们最近都没什么聊天了吗?
看到你时常把她挂在嘴边..
我不爽..
所以不想跟你讲话..
看到你的msn title出现她介绍给你的歌..
我不爽..
所以不想跟你讲话..
看到你的msn或facebook里的title..
说什么miss u..
我更不爽..
所以更不想跟你讲话..
对于这些..
我什么都不想问..
因为我知道你会说那是对我说的..
但我不是白痴..
你想对我说的话和你想对别人说的话..
你真的以为我分辨不出来吗?

每次觉得自己能够不把你当成特别的一个人的时候..
你又开始对我甜言蜜语..
跟我说等你过来的时候一起去哪里..
一起做些什么..
有时侯真的很想发飙对你说..
"反正你现在眼里的都是她..
老娘我表你过来!"

好想当面对你说出这些话..
但没办法..
老娘的胆子就是那么小..
只敢在"神智不清醒"的时候发飙..
看完后想有怎样的反应..
老娘管不着..
也不想知道..
反正我就是不喜欢flirt around的人..
if u're someone like that..
fuck off
get out of my life..

ps : I'm not using "fuck off" in this post..
So don't complain that I kept on using "fuck off"..
Thank you..

Sunday, July 20, 2008

无聊..

某天..
我必须在车上等妈妈弄她的东西..
无聊之下..
我开始.....

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okie okie..
表炸我..
我知道我最近很自恋也很无聊.. =.="

Thursday, July 17, 2008

意外的惊喜.. =)

今天早上..
当我还在很努力的赖床的时候..
有人在我家外面猛按门铃..
似乎想把我家门铃按坏了才甘愿.. =.="
没办法..
家里只剩下我一个人..
只好去看看是哪个人想帮我们家换门铃..

结果..
发现了这个东西..

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(还写错我的名字.. =.="")
看到字体就已经是猜到是谁寄来的了..
翻过来一看..

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i'm the genius.. =x
迫不及待地跑进房间拆包裹..

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忽然就觉得好想哭..
谢谢ah moon, mei fong, choo choo, ken yoong..
我们那么久没见面了..
但你们还是记得我的生日..
还特地从kl寄礼物给我.. =(

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谢谢谢谢..
我好喜欢这个包包..
真的谢谢你们.. >.<

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

tai tai 的生活..

在十分不愿意的情况下..
心不甘情不愿地离开tai tai的生活..

tai tai们的第一个活动 :
pedicure + manicure..

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我知道我的脚很丑..
而且我米有ankle !! T.T

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i'm showing off my french manicure.. =x


tai tai的第二个活动 :
Tao Cuisine ~

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tai tai在家无所事事的随手乱拍 :

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tai tai的过去和未来 :

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过去了..
是时候放下了..

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新的吊饰新的生活.. =)

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tai tai无聊的时候的样子.. =.="

Monday, July 14, 2008

人之常情..

看到好的东西..
情不自禁地想去追求..
这是人之常情..
我明白..
只是希望能够让我知道..
表让我像个笨蛋那样..
在这边做个没人会可怜的白痴..

人之常情..
很残酷但又那么地真实..

Sunday, July 13, 2008

tai tai !!

wee hoo ~
i was in tai tai life for the past 3 days..
went for manicure pedicure nice japanese buffet shopping redbox..
CALL MI TAI TAI !!!
muahahaha..

*will update when i wake up from my tai tai life..
hahahaha.. =x

Saturday, July 5, 2008

雨后真的会有天晴吗?

最近是怎么了?
在同一时间发生了好多事情..
朋友告诉我说你在今年新年就回来了..
还结了婚..
新娘就是当初你告诉我你想追她的那个女孩..
傻掉了..
忽然不知道该有什么反应..
当然..
我从来没想过会跟你有什么结果..
毕竟一切都是六年前的事情了..
可是..
为什么所有伤我害我的事情都还在同一时间发生?
我的晴天什么时候才要出现?

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

go away !

如果这就是你当初说的"朋友"..
那我告诉你..
我宁愿不要这种关系..

go away from my life..
*shoo shoo*

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

胆粗粗之槟城一日游..

为了不想在家里无所事事地渡过我的"大日子"..
我决定自己到槟城走走..
结果..
我开始迷路.. =.="
很严重性地迷路..
想去komtar..
结果不知道自己转到哪里去..
好不容易到了komtar把电话交给sony ericsson的service centre..
想回到sungai dua的tesco的时候..
又再开始迷路.. =.="
转来转去..
竟然转进不知道哪个小kampung..
路很小车很多肚子超饿..
兜来兜去终于找到出路..
结果还是必须转了一大圈才能够抵达目的地.. =.="
不知道该说自己幸运还是衰..
在槟城一年多了还会迷路..
*fainted*

话说回来..
今天到queensbay去败家..
在borders花了RM140+..
在jusco的食品部花了RM40+..
还有不懂哪里跟哪里花了差不多RM40+..
*fainted again*

刚才在borders选书的时候..
忽然发现自己已经很久很久没有好好地看一本书了..
好多书都是看了一半就放在一边..
或甚至连翻都没翻过..
很好奇..
自己是怎么了?
我不是很爱看书的吗?
以前我一天能够看完两本卫斯理小说的啊..
现在两天都看不完一本..
不可以这样了..
宁愿自己不断地花钱买书..
也不可以乱花钱了..

btw..
谢谢所有祝我生日快乐的朋友..
没想到你们都还会记得我的生日哦..
谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢.. ^^

Monday, June 30, 2008

祝我生日快乐


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我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么
让我诚实一点
诚实
难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机
让它休息一夜

想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也溶了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你
带一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生
祝我生日快乐

Saturday, June 28, 2008

stupid last minute planning

一直以来都很讨厌last minute planning..
尤其是家人的..
常忽然之前说要做什么就做什么..
屁啦..
下次试看看我叫你们临时做事情的时候
你们会有什么感觉..
明明已经做好自己的planning..
知道自己几点要做什么..
却忽然打一个电话来跟我说..
要我去哥哥家吃东西..
说是帮我庆祝生日..
屁屁屁..
不会尊敬别人的吗?
"帮我庆祝"
结果最后最后一分钟才来告诉我?!?
就算是surprised party也是七早八早跟人家定好时间..
说什么时候要去什么地方..
最多不让人知道到那边的时候会发生什么事情而已..
反正..
我讨厌last minute planning !!
fuck off fuck off !!

Friday, June 27, 2008

独立..

家里发生了一些事情..
忽然觉得很沮丧..
拿着电话..
好几次都想打电话给他了..
却又强忍着把电话放下..

告诉自己..
是时候开始独立..
不再依赖别人了..
不可以再一次又一次地在不开心的时候
就马上打电话给他..
他说得对..
分开后..
他有他自己的生活..
我也有我自己的生活..
不应该再去依赖对方了..

是时候独立了..

Sunday, June 22, 2008

头发..

一直都觉得自己没办法接受短头发的自己..
只因为我的脸就跟我的身材一样的圆..
有时侯在很饿的时候甚至想把自己的脸当成章鱼丸来咬.. =.="
所以每次剪头发的时候都会很努力地告诉发型师说
"我不要剪短头发!"

刚才不知道为什么..
忽然决定让发型师把我的头发剪短..
不是很短的那种..
但也应该是我"懂事以来"最短的一次了..

人只能活一辈子..
或许真的是什么都该尝试过..
才不枉此生吧..

原来.. 我是那么的孤单..

心情忽然好差..
好想找个人陪我聊..
没想到..
把自己手机里的通讯录都看过了好几次..
还是没找到能够陪自己聊的人..
不是跟他们不太熟..
就是有女朋友的人..
再不然就是没办法跟他们聊心事的人..
再再不然就是那些我连他们是谁都不知道的人..

原来我是没有朋友的..

Thursday, June 19, 2008

少了你该怎么办



我的手表是你买的
床单是你挑选的
我脾气坏你帮我改
叫我变的柔软

你只希望能够有一天
穿我为你洗的衬衫
但是现在你突然离开
会不会真的太快

我的笑容是你给的
耐心是你拉长的
不怕依赖只怕孤单
我你最最明白

谁规定我一定要勇敢
顶着说不怕没有爱
但是现在你突然离开
我的生活谁来管

少了你的我该怎么办
少了你的我怕我变坏
谁跟我吵吵闹闹
谁让我觉得骄傲
一个人有多悲惨你知道(亲爱的)

少了你的我该怎么办
少了你的天该怎么蓝
你我的甜蜜暗号今后将没人知道
只有在我的心里
天天听到

句号..

谢谢你一直以来对我的包容..
谢谢你一直以来对我的疼爱..
谢谢你一直以来对我的好..

是我不够好..
才没办法继续享受你对我的好..

有时候会很生气自己..
为什么我会这样?
为什么我要一次又一次的伤害爱自己的人?

我的眼泪一直一直在掉..
看你的信息的时候也掉..
跟你讲电话的时候也掉..
挂上电话之后还是在掉..
连终于冷静下来..
想写blog的时候..
眼泪还是一直一直不停地掉..

我跟你..
画上了句号..

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

眼泪..

从接到你的电话的那一刻开始..
我的眼泪一直一直在掉..
我不知道是为什么..
但连我自己也控制不到..

刚才洗澡的时候..
我以为我已经停止哭泣了..
换好衣服之后..
忽然发现到自己的眼泪还是一直一直地在流..
原来我并没有停止流泪..

Sunday, June 15, 2008

你在哪里?

忘了是从哪里看到..
"两条平行线..
总会有交叉的一天.."
很喜欢这句话..

明明就是没关系的两个人..
某天某月某日就这样认识了对方..
然后两个人的关系开始从陌生人变成朋友..
从朋友变成情侣..
幸运的话..
就会从情侣变成夫妻..
白头偕老..
不幸运的话..
就会从情侣变成朋友..
甚至变成两个互不相干的人..

我一直都在找着能够跟自己白头偕老的人..
然而对的人一直在错的时候出现..
而错的人一直在对的时候出现..
不能说跟他们在一起是浪费了自己的时间..
毕竟在一起的甜蜜回忆是真实的..

有时候自己想想..
是自己要求太高吗?
还是自己太没要求?
怎么会在那么多段感情之后..
还是没办法找到能够跟自己过一辈子的人..

身边的人都说..
你还年轻..
不怕找不到你想找的他..
可是我有自己的想法..
我有自己想达到的目标啊..
我并不想迟婚..
我想在年轻的时候就把自己嫁出去..
组织自己的家庭..

可是..
我真的不知道自己什么时候才能够找到对的那个人..
很多时候都会有
"就是他了!"
的感觉..
但在相处一段日子之后..
才开始慢慢地发现..
原来他并不是自己想找的那个他..

对我好的人已经不再单身..
对我坏的人还在我身边团团转..
疼我的人不适合我..
爱我的人我不爱他..
终于找到一个真心对我好..
我也对他有好感的人..
我的身边却已经有了另一个他..

一次又一次地开始新恋情..
一次又一次地结束旧恋情..
一次又一次地寻找新恋情..
我累了..
真的累了..

Thursday, June 12, 2008

屁话 !!

是你说的..
有什么事情都可以跟你说..
你会跟我分享帮我解决..

现在我真的没办法自己解决问题了..
想跟你说我正在面临的问题的时候..
你却跟我说..
你不知道我说的话哪句真哪句假..
还到处跟人家说..
你不敢让我自己还电话费..
怕我又不懂把钱花到哪里去了..

这是什么屁话?!?
现在你明白为什么我宁愿自己辛苦..
宁愿扯掉自己的脸皮跟人家借钱..
也不愿意跟你开口了吗?

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

会呼吸的痛...


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在东京铁塔
第一次眺望
看灯火模仿
坠落的星光

我终於到达
但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

汽油暴涨...

一直都以为汽油起价并不会为我带来什么影响..
直到刚才去为我的wira仔打full tank..
才毅然发现..

我的wira仔的胃口长大了..

从RM68到现在的RM98.. =.="

疯了疯了..
我一个星期的零用钱只有RM100....

赢料咯..
全部用来喂它就好料咯..
我每个星期都用RM2就好料咯.. T.T

Monday, June 2, 2008

刺激的六月..

六月的第一天就已经发生了一件惊险刺激的事情了..
是否代表着我将会在这个六月过着战战兢兢的生活? =.="

话说刚才我跟爸爸和妈妈心血来潮去店里走走..
结果发现到一个印度人正在从妈妈的回收站里把东西丢出来..
爸爸就马上把车停在路边..
准备打电话报警..
当我们在忙着打电话的时候..
那个人忽然出现在我身边.. =.="
严重性吓死我咯..
我傻傻地看着他..
他也傻傻地看着我..
然后就跑回去把地上的东西拿起来..
再慢慢地拖走..
这时候警察车来了..
我们就很紧张地告诉警察那个印度人已经走掉了..
再跟警察一起驾车去找他..
结果发现他把东西拖到废铁场外面后就准备走人..
我们看到警察下车去盘问他之后..
就离开了..

其实现在是蛮怕的..
因为他知道我们的车牌..
也看到我们是什么样子的..
还真的不知道他会不会对我们不利呢.. =.="

Saturday, May 31, 2008

好久没整理的照片..

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心情不好的时候买的..
nando's..
是不是心情不好的时候..
吃什么都会觉得不好吃的? =(

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二嫂从日本买回来的手信..
说是可以养的..
但我还是不知道他是什么东西..
刚找到一个很久之前朋友送我的杯子..
可以用来养这个怪物了..

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很可爱的杯子吧..
呵呵..

其实还有很多张照片的..
只是超懒惰upload..
所以就算了吧.. =x