junnie

19th December 2011

2011-12-19T11:02:00.001+08:00

Im feeling so tired after work. Was so happy and excited for my 2 days off. But now i'm laying on my bed with my favourite pyjamas feeling moody to max. Guess thats what women are famous for.

Dead Blog. =(

2009-12-08T13:36:00.001+08:00

Been a long time since I last update my blog.
Sorry guys.
I'm just being lazy. =(

重复...

2009-10-28T19:47:00.003+08:00

很多时候真的搞不懂自己在做什么..

一直在用一个地方不断地兜来兜去..

重复做着同样的事情..

很想跟自己说够了..

却好像没办法放下..

救命!

There are times that I feel like giving up of everything,

but still there's someone something that make me pacing back and forth in the same situation.

Can YOU please tell me what to do? =(

Beach @ Penang

2009-10-26T16:29:00.001+08:00

Was at the public beach with some friends few days ago.

Missed the beach and everything (except food definitely) at Lang Tengah.
The beach is so clean the sea is so clear.
Hhmmm.

Looking for companion to go to Lang Tengah next year ! =D

七个对不起

2009-10-19T15:29:00.001+08:00

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……

对不起

2009-09-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

跟你越靠近

越发现自己还是深爱着他

对不起

Stupid Timetable for this Semester =(

2009-08-11T15:37:00.001+08:00

The timetable for this new semester is kinda weird.
I'm having a 3 hours break after 5 hours of continuous lecture, and another 2 hours class from 4pm-6pm. =(

For today, I sent my text book in for photostat at 1.10pm, went to pick my friend up for lunch at Dell, went for lunch, fetch her back to Dell, and I'm now waiting outside the photostat shop to pick up my text book.

Sigh.
Why lar giving us a 3 hours break instead of 1 or 2 hours?
Very sien wei.

懦弱的女人啊…

2009-07-06T18:59:00.001+08:00

Been waiting since 9 in the morning until 3.50pm.

Should have know that you will not appear, but still I decided to give both of us a chance.

You text-ed me last night, and I replied and asked you to call me when you're able to.

And, no calls no text from you at all.
You never pick up my calls nor reply my text.

Should had guessed it but I'm just not willing to face the truth.

Been sitting at Secret Receipe for like, 4 hours?

Waited and called and text-ed you, hoping and wanting to see you, stopping my tears from dropping off.

----女人啊，懦弱是你的代名词…----

Belated Birthday Celebration @ Happy Seasons Cafe

2009-07-05T14:35:00.001+08:00

Had my belated birthday celebration at Happy Seasons Cafe with my friends last night.

Thanks to meifong that rushed all the way after whole day work, ken that came all the way from Rawang, choo that fetched me up from 1U after work, and moon that came from Old Klang Road and later let me tumpang at her place for last night.

It's happy to have a gathering with all my buddies after such a long time.
We can finally meet up and have dinner together and crap until the cafe is closed.

More picture coming up soon, (I hope) if my connection at hometown is stable and good.
Hehe.

And guys, seriously thanks to all of you for willing to spend your time with me.
Thanks for the birthday present that you all get for me, thanks for the cutie birthday cake, and thanks for the wonderful dinner.
Muahh and huggies for you all ! =D

Hhhmmmm..

2009-07-03T01:54:00.001+08:00

It has been awhile since I last updated my blog.
Wanted to blog but I'm always attracted by my FaceBook or other stuff whenever I turn on my laptop. >.<

Well I'm going to KL this Saturday to meet up with my TARC buddies.
Never meet up with them for such a loooooooooooooooong time and I think they forgot how I look like already. =(

Anyway, not going to stay for long at there either, as I need to make sure that I'm here in my hometown on Tuesday night, besides I'm in tight budget where I don't think I can afford to stay in KL for few more days.

Sigh.
Very blur now.
It's late and I was suppose to be on my bed but I simply can't sleep. =.="

HELP!

无题 2…

2009-06-06T02:41:00.001+08:00

你问：
为什么不储存我的电话号码？

我说：
为什么要储存你的号码？
有必要储存一个自己永远都不能忘记的号码吗？

无题…

2009-06-01T12:19:00.001+08:00

我的生活变得好小…
他变得好大…
不论他在不在我身边…
我都容不下别人…

Sometimes..

2009-05-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

Sometimes,
there will be something,
someone,
that we won't forget easily.

I thought I'm already fine after these few months,
but still...

Well I'll be fine.
I know I'll be fine.
I guess I'll be fine.
I think I'll be fine.
I ......

Scammer Story That I Promised Since April. =.="

2009-05-27T23:09:00.003+08:00

Wanted to blog about this since long long long time ago.
But I kept dragging due to the stupid connection that will load for ages whenever I tried to upload those screen shoots. =.="

This post is about some stupid scammer from London (I think) that tried to scam about 4k MYR from me,
and I decided to blog about this after I read the news from China Press last two months. =.="

The person that tried to scam me is someone named Zeal Martin from ahmoi.com.

He kept messaging me at there and asked for my address, and after few times of him asking for my address, I gave him the old address of mine when I'm still in KL.
He then asked for my phone number, saying that he'll call me whenever he can and he gave me his so called UK number as well.

Few days after that, he sent me the first email :

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Let me know as soon as you receive the parcel ok.‏
From: Zeal Martin (zeal_martin@hotmail.com)
Sent: Friday, 6 Mar, 2009 4: 57 AM
To: --(my email add)--

Hi Dear,

How are you doing? I confirmed my living so late and I was busy running around to make my journey and also send the parcel that I promised .I came on line to get any account details to give you a token but you were off, I called your line several times but couldn't connect. I was mad.

I have sent the parcel containing a new brand HP product lap top computer for you, a rose flower, One Set of Ladies Gold Necklace, One LV Bag and Purse For You and the sum of 4,000 pounds sealed in the same computer pack for you to enable you take care of yourself, and also settle some of your daily needs as, I can imagine how hard you could be working just alone to make a better life. Just accept this token from me. Since there was no time to contact you any longer for your bank account details to do a bank transaction I had no option than to sealed the money in the same pack in a white envelop right inside of a rose flower.

Below attached is a picture of the pack containing the items so that you can identify it.

Please let me know when you receive the package, you can contact me on my mobile as well +447031871567.

Dear you know my heart is open for you .This short moment we have met and chatted together has been an elevation in my life so I willingly decide to share with you.

I will always be here for you. I have to go in a hurry now. Just few minutes away to departure. I will contact you when I arrive to the America . take care of your pretty self for me alone ok, I love you so much honey, but am gonna miss you badly.....

Love you always,

Zeal

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Second email from him :

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TRACKING NUMBER‏
From: Zeal Martin (zeal_martin@hotmail.com)
Sent: Friday, 6 Mar, 2009 8: 46 PM
To: --(my email add)--

Hello dear,

How are you doing? So sorry, i’ve been very busy,… i forgot to send you the tracking number ,airway bill and the courier service website for you to track and know the status of your parcel……please here the information needed to check the parcel

Website = http://natlcexp.com/

Tracking no. = A556177d

Honey let me know as soon as you receive the parcel. Take care of your pretty self alright...

I miss you

Zeal

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I then visited the webbie that he gave me, and realised that it seems to be a fake webbie with weird information.
I think they had closed down the webbie because I can't seem to access to the webbie anymore, but I took the screen shoots of each pages at the moment I think this is a scam.
It's just that I'm too lazy to upload everything. =x

Anyway, I then get a phone call from someone that claimed himself as someone that work with the courier company, and he asked me to check my email.

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ORDER NUMBER: GXS/ WFD /2009(MALAYSIA). A556177d‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Monday, 9 Mar, 2009 1: 19 PM
To: --(my email add)--

Welcome!

NATION LINK COURIER EXPRESS
Website: www.natlcexp.com
Email: info@natlcexp.com

United Kingdom Tel: +448704908690, +447031800595
Malaysia Tel: 60102126525, 60169160974

Delivery Address: --(my old mailing add when I'm in KL)--

ORDER NUMBER: GXS/ WFD /2009(MALAYSIA).
TRACKING NUMBER: A556177d

Attn: Junnie,

With reference to the delivery of your package, We have tried to reach The sender on phone but to no avail. I wish to bring to your notice (Receiver) that your package has been placed on hold by the Malaysian Customs for some reasons which happened to violate the shipping Policies.

As the goods Arrived Malaysia at the check point, the Malaysian custom detected that currency were included in your parcel. Thereby, certain commissions must be paid as customs duty via us which is for the immediate clearance of your package.

For the main time refer on the ' status' of your package during tracking, this is in accordance to the mode of operations in the Courier sector for financial delivery. We have already taken order number for this package from the custom.

Outstanding Charges:
Administrative ..........................RM 480.00
Clearance............................... RM 2,980.00
TOTAL = RM3, 460.00

A total of RM 3,460.00 (Three thousand four hundred and sixty Malaysia Ringgit only) has been charge. In acknowledgement to this email, account details shall be provided to you for the payment as stated above for the Release of your package.

Thank you, as I hope I have made my self clear to you by this notice as Directed by the management.
For more inquiry call: 60102126525, 60169160974

Email: info@natlcexp.com

Present your order number when calling so that we may honor your calls. We are glad to be of service to you.

Yours Faithfully.
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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I ignored the email until the "Zeal Martin" messaged me at MSN and "informed" me that the parcel had reached but I need to make payment yadda yadda.

The Mr. Frank then emailed me again :

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Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Friday, 13 Mar, 2009 8: 16 PM
To: --(my email add)--

Attn: Madam
In the respect regarding your parcel, we want to bring to your notice That our head office in UK has notified us that someone had made the Payment of 500USD on your behalf so we still waiting for the balance of 435USD so we can dispatch your parcel to the destination. Please get back to us as soon as possible and present your order number when calling so that we may honor your calls.

Yours Faithfully
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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I then replied :

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(No Subject)‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Sunday, 15 Mar, 2009 7: 30 AM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Mr Frank,

I'm Junnie from Malaysia.
I'm not sure about the reference number of the parcel that I should be receiving, and the sender of the parcel inform me that I need to pay certain amount in order for you to send me the parcel.
He claimed that you had call me few times but the problem is I never get any call from you.
So I would like to know what can I do from my part.

By the way I prefer to be contact via email since I can't pick up calls for most of the time.

Thank you.

Junnie

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Re: ‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Monday, 16 Mar, 2009 7: 07 AM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Attn Madam

Thanks for your information and I thinking in our system show that your tracking number is A556177d, madam, we leant that someone had make the deposit of 500USD and we still waiting for the balance of 434USD so we can delivery your parcel to you address (my old mailing add). So madam try to get back to us as soon as possible.

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RE: ‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Monday, 16 Mar, 2009 11: 53 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Dear Mr Frank,

So you were saying that I need to pay USD434 in order for me to claim the parcel?
May I know where are you located so that I can pay that to you at your office and collect the parcel at the same time?
I want to make sure that everything is clear and able to be settle asap.

Thank you.

Junnie

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Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 4: 31 AM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Att: Madam,

In respect to your mail which you send to us via our company website, we have already notify you that your parcel was placed on hold by the Malaysia Custom, Madam it is not your responsibility to clam your parcel your self as the parcel was sent or came into Malaysia via our company, i.e. we are to get your parcel being cleared for you after you have made the Balance payment of the custom clearance throw us and
deliver it to your door step, if there is any other information you neded just call or email we are here to serve you better.

Yours Faithfully.
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 5: 22 AM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Mr Frank,

So you are saying that the parcel is still at Malaysia Custom?
May I know which custom is currently holding the parcel?
I said that I prefer to make the payment directly to your office, and you can pick up the parcel directly from the custom so that I can have the parcel on that time.
I know it is not my responsibility but I need to pick up the parcel as soon as possible and I do not wish to spend anytime waiting for the parcel to reach my door step.
I hope that you are able to tell me the location of the office so that I'll be able to make the payment directly.

Thank you.

Junnie

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RE: Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 2: 07 PM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Madam,

In respect to your email which you sent to us, i do not know how to help you in this situation, as i have told you on the mail I sent to you last where you can locate our office, your package is with the Malaysia custom now in KK not in our office now, you have to make the payment via us to enable us get your parcel cleared and deliver it to you as soon as possible.

As you said you want to make the payment in our office so you can proceed to our office and make the payment so we can get your parcel been release and delivery to you

Yours Faithfully.
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 2: 12 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Mr Frank,

Please give me the full address of your office since the address given in the website is not a full address.

Thank you.

Junnie

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RE: Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Wednesday, 18 Mar, 2009 11: 20 AM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Madam the address you saw in our website is a full address plz

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Wednesday, 18 Mar, 2009 7: 43 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Are you saying that :

Pantai Dalit, Highway,Tower
Tuaran, Sabah Malaysia
TEL:- 60169160974, 60102126525
E-mail: asia@natlcexp.com

is the full address?

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RE: Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Thursday, 19 Mar, 2009 12: 02 PM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Yes Madam and i have Explain to you in the better way so if you are
interested then you can visits for your parcel but what i told you that
you parcel is not in out office here so after you make the payment we have
to go and get your parcel been cleared and send to you

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Thursday, 19 Mar, 2009 3: 23 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Yes I'll definitely pay a visit to your so-called office without the unit number and stuff.
I know the parcel is not in your office but you do want me to make the payment to you, right?
And I PREFER to make the payment to you at your office.

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And after that, I never receive any emails from dear Mr Frank as well as the Mr Zeal Martin.
I get my friend from UK to check for me and she said the number that Mr Zeal Martin gave me is actually a fake number.

Well MR FRANK AKA MR ZEAL MARTIN,
please choose your victim carefully next time so that you won't be wasting time on building a fake webbie and replying emails to someone that knows that you're trying to scam her.
Promise? =)

Tuna Sandwich

2009-05-16T23:52:00.001+08:00

Well to be honest, I ain't someone that will go after a tuna sandwich.
But still I had that as my dinner just because my friend ordered that for me.

Same thing happen to me for any other things in my life.
I seldom say 'no' to my friends and will accept whatever arrangement that they had decide.
Blame myself for being lazy and not willing to make any decision, and for most of the time, I don't have the guts to reject people.

Sigh.
I know I know.
It ain't healthy it ain't good for myself.
And I'm starting to face all the problems just because of my stupid attitude.

I guess it's time for me to stand out and tell everyone that,
IT'S MY LIFE!
ROAR!

Tagged by : AnyThing Lar mia LiSa

2009-05-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

Tagged by

AnyThing Lar mia LiSa

Why lar always tagged by you. =.="

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
I knew her from MapleStory and we're pure net friend + 'ex-Maple buddy'?
=x

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Looks like a boy.
Doesn't look like a girl. =x
Used to be very geng in MapleStory but I'm beating her now. =x
Doesn't like to be treated as a girl. (when we're playing Maple together la)

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
Errrr. Gave me a lot of potions when I just started to play MapleStory? =.="

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
-None- =.="

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
OMFG! I ain't lessy. =.="

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
Never thought of that honestly. =.="

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
The way she treat me. Must be more gentle okie? =x

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
I have a more 'poison' mouth than she has. =x

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
To hack into her MapleStory account and get all her mesos and equipments. =D

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
Cute and good girl, and very good in 'shooting' people. =.="

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
I'm cute and kind and good! Wakakakaka!

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Trying to be as tough as possible.

13. What do you hate about yourself?
My WEIGHT!! =(

14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
No one is perfect. =)

15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them
Thanks and I like you guys too!

Ten people to tag:
As usual, do it if you want to. =D

Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
...

No.3 a male or a female?
...

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
...

How about no.5 and 8?
...

What is no.1 studying about?
...

Is no.4 single?
...

Say something about no.6.
...

Finally done the tag that I should do on July 10, 2008. =.="
See see Lisa, I got do the tag noh.
Hmpf.

Attention To The Owner Of This Number

2009-05-13T01:09:00.002+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to the owner of +60125309375.

Dear Mr Don't Know Who You Are,

Please stop messaging me as I'm not interested with your childish talk.

Go ahead and do whatever you want to do as I don't give a damn.

And please, don't act like a kiddo and pretend that you sent the message to the wrong number.

You are harassing me by text-ing me and miss calling me with private number.

Go away from my life.

Thank you.

Regards,
jun-aka-tiffy

LIARRRRR

2009-04-30T04:10:00.002+08:00

Wondering why there are so much LIARSSSSSSSSSS in this world.

I honestly "respect" those people that used other people feelings in order to achieve what they want.

SALUTE YOU!

Serious SUN BURNT

2009-04-17T17:44:00.001+08:00

Another Sleepless Night @ Balcony

2009-04-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting at the balcony, staring at the road that is still busy at 3am.
Why does people need to travel around at this timing?

They're going to work?
Going back home?
Going to take supper?
Going to the people that they care?
Or just wandering around since they can't sleep?

It's raining now.

Where is the person that cares about me with the real true heart?

I'm tired of waiting, and do not want to wait anymore...

Lee Association's Dinner

2009-03-29T20:11:00.001+08:00

I miss my MouseHunt, Fish Wrangler and Ghost Trap so much when I'm at here. =.=

The starting time for the dinner has been postponed as usual, and I'm surrounded by the noises by the lion dance at the entrance as well as the girl who's singing oldies on the stage.

I'm wondering why do we chinese people love to use those super loud and big speakers during dinners?
It's kinda annoying actually for people that dislike noisy places.
I'll need to shout loudly when talking though the person is just sitting right beside me. =.=

ROAR!

Nitey Nitey

2009-03-27T09:57:00.001+08:00

I took this picture few days ago when I'm 'night-dreaming' at the balcony.

I love to sit at the balcony by myself, and let my mind fly wildly.

Hhhmmmm...

Moodyyyy

2009-03-26T21:41:00.003+08:00

I'm getting moody + sad as 2nd April is approaching.

I know I can't and shouldn't and don't have to expect anything.
But still.

Sigh.

Anyone want to company me on 2nd April? =(

Back To Single

2009-01-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

Got cheated enough.
Got hurt enough.

Need to admit that it's hard to let go that relation.
But as I told him,
No matter how deep the love is, heart will still dies.

I love him.
I still love him.
I still love him a lot.
But, no point spending my time maintaining a relation when he doesn't even show that he cares about the relation.

So,
I'm back to single,
and never want to love anyone anymore.
Might as well find someone that loves me,
instead of me loving him.

Congrats me please!!

Tired

2008-11-14T22:10:00.001+08:00

Just a random snap so that I can blog using my handphone.

LOL.

Suddenly felt tired of everything.
My life my studies my exam my handphone my hair my bags my everything.
And I'm even tired of getting online.
Lol.

Don't know what happened to myself.
Hating myself for being like this.
Sigh.

Anyway, just deactivate my Facebook account.
Felt tired to continue it.

I know I spent lots of time maintaining my FB account.
Especially for MouseHunt and Fish Wrangler.
Will refresh the page every 15 minutes to sound the horn or cast to fish.
And to be honest I felt empty without FB.

So what?
I survived for 23 years without FB, and I can continue my life as before.

But can I continue my normal usual life if it's without something or someone else?

Can I?

Sigh.

感触

2008-11-13T14:26:00.002+08:00

Found some blog links of my secondary classmates.

Used to be quite close to some of them, but somehow something happened, and misunderstanding happened, and we're not friends anymore.

Seems like it's so so so untrue, but 2 of them actually get married.
Congrats. =)

Sigh.

Suddenly get moody pulak.
Ish.

忽然有好多好多的感触..
曾经是很好很好的朋友..
却再也不联络..
见到面的时候也只是默默地经过对方的身边..
什么话都不说..
甚至怀疑她是不是就是我认识的那个她..

朋友就是这样的吧..
People come and go.
No one will stay for you forever.

The Prettiest Woman in the World

2008-10-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

Who is the prettiest woman in the world?
Celebrities that I don't and can't remember their names?
People that wear makeup every day and night and might die without their makeups on?

Nope.
Non of them.

The prettiest woman in the world is a pregnant lady,
with her hubby taking care of her as if she's a baby.

Saw an expected mother in yesterday's dinner.
Her hubby actually follows her every time she wants to go to the washroom.
Will hold her hand and walk slowly together with her,
whisper to her and will hold her waist sometimes.
When she went in to the washroom,
he'll wait patiently outside the washroom,
unlike other guys that will be looking at their hand phone,
tapping their feet impatiently,
or even simply walk away.

He never.
He waited until his wife come out,
hand her a tissue for her to wipe her hand,
pat pat her head and tidy up her hair for her,
hold her hand tightly and hold her waist with another hand,
and walk back to their table,
whispering smiling laughing together.

Isn't that sweet?
Isn't she the prettiest woman in the world?

Where's my Appetite?

2008-10-08T22:24:00.002+08:00

Never eat any solid food since erm,
Monday night?

Bought a tiramisu from Secret Receipe at e-gate and some bread from 7-11 for my breakfast on Tuesday.

End up I never eat the tiramisu on Monday night,
instead I ate it on the Tuesday morning,
and the bread that I bought is still with me now,
fresh and new and unopened. =.="

I went to see doctor today due to gastric.
The doctor scolded me for not eating anything.
And she said that my body can't support if I never eat anything at all,
especially with my current weight.
Ahem. =.="
I told her that I don't have appetite to eat,
and she said that she can't recommend me any medicine that can improve my appetite,
else I'll become Lydia Sum when I recover.

WTH. =.="

What make her think of Lydia Sum eh?

Anyway,
walked to Tesco to grab some cereal just now.
I passed by those shelf full with chocolates,
and kept telling myself that I should get at least one of those chocolates.
Guess what.
I stood in front of the shelf for like,
10 minutes.
And non of the chocolates actually successful in 'seducing' me.
Weird eh? =.="

Purposely pass by the shelf with junk foods as well.
Still,
don't feel like buying any of those.

Walked to the frozen food section,
saw my favorite HASH BROWN !!
I'll grab like 2 packets of those normally lor.
End up,
I need to force myself to take one bottle of the yogurt drink opposite the hash brown fridge,
cause I don't wanna look weird checking out with only a pack of cereal and a pack of Kotex pad.
=.="

Where's my appetite lar !!
How come I'm not attracted to any food that I love anymore?
=(

My Final Decision

2008-10-03T23:15:00.001+08:00

Lots of thing had happened.

I was brought to the highest level of happiness, and someone actually pushed me down, telling me that everything doesn't belongs to me.

I'm shock.
I'm angry.
I'm sad.
I'm confuse.
I'm scare.
I'm nervous.
I'm jealous.
I'm selfish.
I'm losing my mind.

I lost my direction.
I don't know what to do next.
I don't know what will happen next.

I feel guilty.
I feel bad.
I feel like crying.
I feel like scolding someone.
I feel like hitting someone / something to release my anger and disappointment.
I feel like getting crazy.
I feel like killing myself.

I regret cause I wasn't born earlier.
I regret cause I'm not able to leave, and indirectly hurt innocent people.

Everything went back to the time when I'm still 17 years old,
where I'm not able to make a proper decision,
where I'm insisted my own choice thou everyone is objecting it,
where I still believe in commitments and promises.

I decided to stay.
Agree or disagree is all up to you.
I'm old enough to handle the responsibilities and results from my decision.
I don't need anyone to help me to decide my life.
Good or bad I won't be showing off or complaining.
Just let me be what I want to be.
I know I'll be regretted if I never try to fight for the thing I want.
I know this will be tough for me but I'm sure I'll be much tougher to face all the challenges.

Support me if you agree with me.
Ignore me if you're disagree or trying to be sarcastic.
Just put yourself in my shoes and stop calling me with all those bad names.

I will be staying for half year,
and this is my final decision.

What Hurts the Most - Rascal Flatts

2008-09-30T22:39:00.001+08:00

Moody-ness

2008-09-25T21:36:00.003+08:00

I'm suppose to pass up an assignment tomorrow,
but my word document is still blank since 4pm.

What the hell is happening.

Damn moody lately lor.
Feel like hiding in my room on my bed under my blanket forever.

I'm a terter !!!

Cabut-ed From Ah Neh Neh's Class

2008-09-20T21:00:00.001+08:00

Decided to run away from ah neh neh's class after he wasted my 45 minutes doing nothing.

Class was supposed to start at 9am, and I admit that I'm late for about 10 minutes.

BUT.

Ah neh neh is late for 30 minutes.

He went in the class, crap for 5 minutes, realised that the LCD projector is not working, and told us that we'll be changing class.

=.=

Fine fine.
Change class ma change class lor.
Not big deal what.
Everyone took their bags and stand outside the classroom and wait for ah neh neh to come back.

BUT.

He came back after 5 minutes and said that we're using back the old classroom.

=.="

I asked eelu if we should go back to his class, and she suggested to play scissors-rock-paper.
If I win then we're going for dimsum, but if eelu wins then we need to go back and faced ah neh neh until 12 noon.
Eelu won. =(
So we go into the class and sit down and guess what.

Ah neh neh said we're going to change class AGAIN.

WTH.

Can't tahan and straight cabut to my favourite dimsum.

Erm.
I know it's taufu fah in the picture, but cannot eat taufu fah with dimsum one meh?

Hmpf.

Traffic Jjjaaaammmmm !!

2008-09-13T15:12:00.001+08:00

This is what I have for my car,
and I'm stuck in the 'head' of the Penang Bridge,
on the way going back to SP.

Bless me and my car so that we'll reach home safely.

*Imagine the situation of jamming since I can blog this with both my hand while trying to save my right arm from becoming a tasty BBQ pig hand. Sigh.

傻瓜 - 温岚

2008-09-10T16:06:00.003+08:00

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Time When my Mood SWINGS

2008-09-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to be the one that you want me to be.
I'm trying to be the one that won't annoy you.
I'm trying to be the one that you'll look for whenever you need someone to talk to.
I'm trying to be someone who's not myself at all.

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
I don't know how long will this last.
I don't know who I am to you.
I don't know what else I should do to please you.

I'm always a beggar in a relation.
Always beg for more time more attention more love.

You're not the one to blame on.
In fact it's myself.

I lost myself when I'm afraid of losing someone that I really care.
I'll be doing anything that he/she wants me to do.
That's the idiotic part of myself right?

I can't do anything but wait.
Waiting for you to message me.
Waiting for you to call me.
Waiting for you to look for me.
Etc etc etc.

SWINGS SWINGS SWINGS.
Yeah I got a damn-not-stable-swinging-mood as usual.

W-H-Y

2008-09-04T10:45:00.002+08:00

I was in good mood since it's Andz birthday today.
But why did you appear like that?

I thought we're not related to each others anymore.
I thought we're not going to chat anymore.
But why did you send me the FaceBook message?
Why are you doing this to disturb my life?

You told me that you're back to SP,
for more than half year.
Honestly I knew about this.
Bobby told me before,
and he said he's trying to hide this from me since I might get hurt.
I appreciate what Bobby had did,
cause I'm really getting hurt when I saw your FaceBook account.

I deleted you from my FaceBook once,
and not long after that,
you added me back to your list.

I tried to ignore you at all,
and when I thought I'm doing good in that,
taa-daa ~
Here you are.
Messaging me on FaceBook,
asking for my contact so that we can go out yam char.

And you even tell me that you're surprised that I never change my contact number.

LOL.

So you REMEMBER me.

Good.

Come lar come lar.
Continue torture me with you and your girlfriend's story lar.
It's time for me to grow stronger and tougher.
And I guess it's the best if I can get the 'training' from you.

Damn.
Time for me to do online shopping to reduce my MOODY-ness.

4th September 2008

2008-09-04T10:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday my baby.

I'm sorry that I can't celebrate your birthday with you,
but this is not the only birthday that we're going to be together. =)

Wish ya all the best dear.
Enjoy your birthday with the mole mouse catcher ya. =x

Love ya baby. >.<

Memories that will never fade out

2008-09-01T12:41:00.003+08:00

Bad memories always flashed back from time to time.

I was on the way back to Penang from KL,
and suddenly,
I can see the old me sitting by the window at my old place at Setapak,
keep dialing the same number for the past 1 hour,
and soon I get frustrated and started to cry and smoke fiercely.

I know he's not sleeping,
at least he's not sleeping at HIS PLACE.
And yeah,
he's a bloody two-timer.

The picture of me smoking fiercely and crying and dialing the same number over and over again keep flashing back.
I guess it's to remind me not to do something that will hurt myself anymore.

I get hurt enough for the past,
and now I'm looking forward for a bright future of US.

Just a random post I guess.
I'd been emotional these days.

End of my holiday

2008-08-31T16:07:00.001+08:00

I reached KL on last Friday,
and today is the day for me to back to Penang,
so that I'll have enough time to prepare for my classes on Tuesday.

I'd never step into Puduraya bus station since last year,
let alone the Chinatown and Bukit Bintang that are located around Puduraya.

Well I'll say that Puduraya did change a lot.
At least I'm still feeling strong after standing at the bus platform for about 30min,
and I just need to wait for about 35min before the bus that I'm taking reached.

Although the bus departed at 4pm instead of 3.30pm as stated in the ticket,
but I guess it's already a great improvement for them.
I still remember those days where we need to wait for more than 1 hour before we can see the 'shadow' of the stupid old bus.

But still, they are still changing the bus ticket into another 'correct' bus ticket after we get into the bus.
I'll post the two different version of bus ticket when I reach home later.
For now I'm feeling tired + sleepy,
so I'll be taking my short nap.

Nite nite all.

YOUz

2008-08-30T14:04:00.001+08:00

I'm missing you.

Even though you just left for like,
1 hour+?

When can I see you again?

I really miss you.

=(

Word of the day - Clingy

2008-08-24T08:20:00.002+08:00

Quoted from MSN Encarta

cling·y [ klíngee ] (comparative cling·i·er, superlative cling·i·est)

adjective

Definition:

1. emotionally dependent: too dependent on the company or emotional support of other people

2. sticking to body: sticking closely to the body
- a clingy fabric
- cling·i·ness noun

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Quoted from eHow.com

Clinginess sends a message to your boyfriend or girlfriend that you can't live without them and that they are the center of your universe. This gives them total power over the relationship and over you. Not to mention, being clingy comes off as being needy and is a real turn off. There are ways to stop yourself from being clingy in a relationship.

How To Stop Being Clingy

Difficulty : Moderate Challenging

Things you'll need : Time apart, Hobbies and Interests

Instructions :

Step 1 : Understand that other people have lives outside of yours. When you think everything you do is at the center of everyone else's universe, your insecurities become annoying and people get tired of reassuring you all the time.

Step 2 : Be understanding of another person's time. A big mistake that makes people appear clingy is to try to dominate another person's time. Don't expect the relevant individual to spend every spare minute of time they have with you.

Step 3 : Try to stay off the phone for hours on end with your partner. Limit your phone calls with them. Calling someone all the time and not letting them off the phone easily makes you appear needy. People will look at their caller ID to see if it is you calling. If you find the person you call all the time is suddenly not answering the phone, this might be a clear sign that you're calling too often.

Step 4 : Go out with friends in social situations without your significant other. Encourage your partner to do the same, making sure to remove all signs of jealousy. Being independent outside of your relationship shows an attractive level of self-confidence.

Step 5 : Find something you enjoy that you can do outside of your relationship such as a hobby or sport. Take an art class or sign up for your church's softball league. This will help you prevent making your partner the center of your world.

Step 6 : Be yourself. Try not to be so apologetic about everything you do. This makes you appear needy and that you have a perpetual guilty conscience. You don't need to be a perfect person for someone to love you and want to be around you.

Step 7 : Feel secure with yourself, believe in yourself and know you have great worth.

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I don't know if I'm a clingy type of person now.
But I know I was a very super annoying clingy type of person.
Google for 'clingy', end up appearing all the results on 'How To Stop Being Clingy'.
Is there any guide to teach people on 'How To Become a Clingy Boyfriend'?
I don't like it when my 'him' doesn't stick to me at all. =(
Thou I don't really know what's our relation now. =(

Legal Framework

2008-08-23T13:18:00.003+08:00

This is one of the subject that I need to take for this semester.
And seriously, the lecturer SUX.

Ya I know some of you will say that I'm a racist,
that's why I don't like the ah neh neh lecturer.
But problem now is,
I'm not the only one that dislike him.
I can see that most of us don't really want to attend his class.
Not only because of his class is located on Saturday,
but it's because of his stupid attitude.

This is the 4th week of our class,
which means we already had 4 classes with the ah neh neh.
And honestly,
I learn nothing from him.

Except he went for a badminton session last Friday,
and then celebrate his wife's birthday,
and that cause him to wake up late on Saturday and made us waited for near to 30minutes in the class.

By the way, I know that he'll go for gym once a week,
as well as badminton,
and he's one of the lecturer in OUM Penang,
and his office is located at 11th floor.

Besides that,
he's an EXPERT that got offer from a university in New Zealand for his PhD,
where he can brings his wife and children along,
and his wife is able to get a working permit at there,
while his children is able to get a good education at New Zealand.

Oh ya.
He was a English lecturer with super duper strong Indian accent.
I'm doubting if his students will actually sue him because he's actually teaching "Inglish".

Very frustrated with him now.
He does nothing but goes in our class,
divide us into different groups,
telling us what are the topics that we're suppose to discuss,
and starts to shake his leg sitting there having his own sweet time,
while most of us are super confused with those legal terms.
And tada ~
Class dismiss ~
Hurray ~
Wasted 3 hours sitting there day dreaming for every Saturday.
ISH.

And the main reason that make me write this blog is because of what he did just now.
We were suppose to do a STUPID test set by him,
but the problem is,
we DON'T KNOW what the BLOODY HELL he's talking about.

In order for us to gain the maximum mark for essay questions,
we're suppose to answer all the essay questions with 4 steps,
which include Identify the area or areas of law, Explain the principles of law, Apply the law, and Draw possible conclusion.

BUT,
seems like the cute ah neh neh is not aware of the 4 steps that are stated in our Topic 1 notes.
He kept crapping around and said we never study before we attend his class.
LOL.
Who is the one that never do proper preparation before attending the class?
All of us are confused until SoonKhee jumped out and told us that the 4 steps are actually refers to what I said above.

How embarrassing it is?
A lecturer actually sits down in the class and listen to his student to explain the 4 steps thingy.
And after SoonKhee had explained everything,
then only he come out with the "OH I SEE" facial expression,
but still try to save his face by adding in more and more useless craps that made us more confused.

WTH.

And and.
He brought all the guys to the cafeteria for a 'men's talk',
leaving all the girls sembang-ing lepak-ing in the class.
I get mad and just leave the class together with EeLu.

WTF.

Wondering if it's possible for us to complain about the ah neh neh,
since most of us are actually worrying that we're not able to score for this paper.
Sigh.

*** UPDATE ***

Forgot to mention the part where he actually brought in some 'not-so-good-looking' butter cake for us.
I not dare to touch any single pieces since I'm worrying that those are poisonous cake for me,
since I'm the one that complain in the discussion board at Curtin's BlackBoard.
I don't want to die at my age.

My 1st Long-winded Tag.. =.="

2008-08-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

Tagged by :

AnyThing Lar mia LiSa

Name : Lee Meng Jun
Sisters : 0
Brothers : 3
Shoe size : Hhmm. Depends on the cutting. Sometimes 7 sometimes 8 sometimes 8+.
Height : 160cm (Thank God for not asking my weight. =x)

Where do you live : Kedah / Penang

Favourite drinks : Green tea, and started to love plain water now. =.="
Favorite breakfast : I seldom take breakfast lar.

Have you ever
Been on a plane : Yuppie.
Swam in the ocean : I can only FLOAT.
Fallen asleep in school : Yeap. Was damn tired and can't control my eyes. LOL.
Broken someone's heart : Hhmm. I guess so?
Fell off your chair : Yeah. It's a broken leg chair. But not cause of my weight okie? =.="
Sat all night waiting for someone to call : I did.
Saved e-mails : Yeap.

What is your room like :
- Kedah = messy + messy + messy.
- Penang = white + blue. (my dream room)

What's right beside you : My handphones.
What is the last thing you ate : Mee Sedap. =.="

Ever had
Chicken pox : Nope.
Sore throat : Yeah.
Stitches : Nope.
Broken nose : That's my REAL nose okie?

Do you
Believe in love at first sight : Yes I do.
Like picnics : Yes if only with my friends. Or people that I know.

Who was the last person
You danced with : Baby Amber. Or maybe Baby Victor. I can't remember. LOL.
Who made you smile : Someone that I wish to keep him anonymous. =)
You yelled at : A lot. LOL.

Today did you
Talk to someone you like : Yeah I talk to him everyday. ;)
Kissed anyone : Does this include my pillow?
Get sick : Ya bit headache. And tummy ache.
Talk to an ex : Nope. Never talk to him for 2 months.
Miss someone : Ya.
Eat : Well I tried not to eat but, I was just about to get fainted when I was driving you know. So...

Best feeling in the world : Get to sleep in my warm bed during rainy days.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Yes. Especially my Winnie The Pooh and teddy bear.
Do you have any siblings : Yuppie.
Do you want children : Best if 1 baby boy and 1 baby girl. =)
Do you smile often : Ya a lot. Especially when I'm in good mood.
Do you like your handwriting : So so. Wished that it can be better thou.
Are your toe nails polished : Yeah I did. And I'm planning for the next pedicure session. =D
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Hhmm. I don't know.

What colour shirt are you wearing now : White. By the way it's pyjamas. Not shirt. LOL.
What were you doing at 7.00 pm yesterday : Staring on my laptop screen. Thinking what to do next.
I can't wait till : I finish my degree and able to find a job that I like.
When did you last cry : I can't remember. I cried a lot.
Are you a friendly person : I guess so.
Do you have any pets : Yeap. Turtle. One of the turtle had been eaten by another turtle because I forgot to feed them for 2 weeks.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now : Somewhere in Malaysia. =)
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now : Yes if this refers to a girl. No if this refers to a guy.

Do you sleep with the TV on : Yeah. Does this include when my lappy is playing DVD too?
What are you doing right now : Watching TV + MSN + catching fish at FaceBook + answering this long-winded tag.
Have you ever crawled through a window : Yes.
Can you handle the truth : Ya. But I tend to run away most of the time.
Are you too forgiving : Yes. Will even 'assist' people around me to tell myself a lie.
Are you closer to your mother or father : ;)
Who was the last person you cried in front of : I cried alone normally. =)

How many people can you say you've really loved : Papa Mama Brothers Sisters in law Amber Victor 'Anonymous' ahTheng HooiWern ChoongHan ZhiYun AhMoon MeiFong HooiChoo Irene KenYoong ShiYun EeLu Sherilyn SoonKhee ahBi Bobby UncleBean UncleDodo 41Bear. (yeah these are all the people that I really care of)

Do you eat healthy : Depends on my mood. =x
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex : Just deleted.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : Yes. Always.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : No one. Will hide myself and cry. LOL.
Are you loud or quiet most of the times : Depends on mood.
Are you confident : Nope. Due to my weight.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago :
- Studying.
- Trying to keep my hair long.
- Cutting my nails at midnight to avoid problems when Pengawas is checking our nails.
- Hugging my Winnie The Pooh to bed every night.
- Secretly like someone who's much elder than me. LOL.

5 things on my to-do list today :
- Buy pyjamas at Queensbay. (Decided to buy it tomorrow)
- Print out the stupid assignment that our ah neh neh Legal Framework gave us. (Ya I'm going to print it later)
- Try to eat lesser food. (Failed. Due to the "almost fainted" incident when I was driving)
- Ask Ms Kok about our research report title. (Yeap we did. But I still don't really understand)
- Drink the maximum amount of plain water that I can take. (MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!)

5 snacks i enjoy :
- Chips.
- Dark chocolates.
- Famous Amos biscuits.
- Orange juice. (sugar-less)
- VITAGEN !!

5 things i would do if I were a billionaire :
- K800i / K850i for myself.
- Ford Smart For Four for myself.
- A brand new condominium with sea view for myself and 'anonymous'. =x
- Any mini cute dog for myself.
- Slimming centre course for myself.
(Yeah everything for MYSELF only.)

5 of my bad habits :
- Unable to wake up early. Thou I might sleep at 9pm in the night.
- Can't stop myself from eating. Especially JUNK FOOD.
- Always drag my assignments to the very last minute. Unless someone actually threaten or force me.
- Keep calling someone's name till he/she actually ask me what happen, and I'll tell him/her that I was just calling for fun.
- Very shy and quiet especially when with strangers.

I tag:
Anyone lar.
If you're bored and got nothing to do and decided to do this,
just go ahead. =)

Thank you, God

2008-08-19T07:22:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

I'd received your reply regarding to my previous enquiry.
Thank you.

With Love,
junnie

Penang Bridge

2008-08-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Seriously I'm getting frustrated and angry with the condition of Penang Bridge now.

I was driving back to Penang from my hometown just now,
and guess what?
I used a BLOODY 2 HOURS in order to reach Penang.
The jam in front of the tol had took me about 45 minutes.
And another 45 minutes+ for me to finally reach Penang.

WTF.

I can't understand why are they building SO MUCH of tol for Penang Bridge,
while there's only 2 stupid lane all along the bridge.
Oh ya I forgot.
They're SUPPOSE to EXPAND the bloody bridge.
Or BUILD another money-sucker bridge.

Anyway, I don't really follow news.
I guess that's the reason why I'm the only one that barks around about the bloody bridge.

By the way, after several emergency break at the fast lane,
which caused every car totally STOP down for at least 3-10 seconds,
I realized that there's a BLOODY CAR that drives at about 30-40km/j at the FAST LANE.
With no car in front of him.

HARLOW UNCLE.
It's the FAST LANE.
You can't understand the sign "Ikut kiri kecuali memotong" while you're a MALAY?

Oh okie, my fault.
I forgot that MALAY need to get POTONG.
That's why he can drive at the kanan when he's driving at a turtle speed.

Good.
Whoever that wants to drive at the fast lane / right lane with a speed of 40km/j,
kindly transform yourself into a Muslim.
And make sure that your car is full with all those CDs with the don't know what word on it,
and make sure that you fill up your car with lots of fake flowers until you can't see the cars behind you properly.

And yeah.
I'm a racist.

junnie back to year 2005 & 2006

2008-08-17T23:42:00.004+08:00

Saw some pictures taken with my buddies in KL when I'm trying to clear my picture folder.
Staring at those pictures for a very very very long time, and realised that,
Oh My. I used to be so young.
I mean. WE used to be so young.

Taken when we went to RedBox together.
Year 2005.
From the left : junnie, moon, mei fong, hooi choo
Not to leave out the most important person, our photographer - ken yoong.
(Used to misspell his name many times, but see, I remember now. =x)

Gathered at moon's house after "hai luo" session at OUG Garden.
Can't remember the name of that building thou.
Year 2006.
Can guess our faces right?
The only guy is our lovely ken yoong.

"hai luo" session after my 21st birthday celebration at the pizza restaurant right opposite Kelana Jaya LRT Station.
(Gosh I can't remember most of the name of KL restaurant !! T.T)
And by the way, yeah I'm drunk.
Can see that I had a super red tomato face.
Super duper drunk actually.
But tried to act as if I'm normal.
LOL.

Hhmmm.
"hai luo" session again. =.="
This is to celebrate mei fong's 21st birthday.
Seems like we like "hai luo" a lot at that time.

Ken yoong's 22nd birthday.
Year 2006.
He and moon are 1 year elder than us. =x
We celebrated at Mid Valley.
The HongKong thingy which is located at down stair of the cinema.
Good I forgot the name again. =.="

RedBox session.
Year 2006.
Finally 6 of us are able to meet up.
Irene is the girl that never appear in previous picture.
We don't have a good camera at that time, yet die die want to take this picture, because it's the only picture with all 6 of us. =(

Moon's convocation which is 1 year later than mei fong, hooi choo, and ken yoong.
Year 2006.

Can't wait to see you guys again.
I'd promised moon to celebrate her birthday MUCH earlier this year, since I don't think I'll be able to go to KL on a nearer date.
Anyway, guess I'll be going to KL on next next weekend, which is 29th August, and will stay at there until 31 August, which is our MERDEKA DAY !
woo hoo ~

What Happened?

2008-08-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

I don't know what happened.
You just disappear like that.
I'm worrying.
Really.

I Can't Sleep.. =(

2008-08-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

This cute IKEA light actually belongs to my third brother but somehow it happen to appear in my room for past 2 years.
Or maybe 3 years.
Fine I can't remember how long it 'stays' in my room and actually used up some space on my table.

Anyway, I never use this light since I'm not the type of people that will die when they need to sleep without night light.
But I guess most of the kids need night light right?
That's why I switch on the light tonite.
I'm sharing my room my bed my blanket and my pillow with Princess Amber tonite.
She's already asleep and most probably in her sweet princess dream now.
BUT,
I can't sleep at all, just because of the light. =.=

HELP!

And by the way, this is the first time I blog with my mobile in English.
Yay.

And by by the way, I just realised that I'm damn good in nagging. =.=
A sign that shows that I'm turning into aunties?
Noooooo. T.T

Auntie?

2008-08-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

Went to Tesco this morning to buy some food.

I wasn't aware of this cute little boy until he kept shouting AUNTIE to me.
=.="
Was quite reluctant to admit that I'm the AUNTIE that he's trying to talk to.
But when I saw him happily waving at me and say goodbye to me,
I simply can't stop myself and waved back to him.
He was super happy and kept telling his father that AUNTIE is waving at him bla bla bla.
=.="
*Couldn't understand a single word from them because they are speaking in a foreign language*

And he suddenly turn to me and give me a goodbye kiss.

God,
see larr,
kids are so cute !!!

Can't stop myself from giving him a goodbye kiss as well,
and he kept smiling at me as if I'm the Angel from the heaven.
LOL.
*okie I just simply think too much.. =x*

Anyway,
just wanted to say that this is the only time that I feel happy after someone called me AUNTIE.

And believe it or not,
I'll still smile at myself when I think of that cute little boy waving at me.

hhmmm..
I'm not falling in love with that 5 years old boy right?
O.o

;)

2008-08-11T21:31:00.002+08:00

Saw this in the kitchen at my brother's house just now.

Nice right?
It makes me think of a smiley face with the daisy as the eyes,
and the black thingy as the mouth.

Wondering whose idea it is.
hhmmm..

wee hoo ~

2008-08-11T01:53:00.002+08:00

Finally decided to get rid of the stupid pinkish template.
Cheer for my brand new looking blog !! =x

To My Dear God

2008-08-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

Dear God,

Please don't tell me that the one that should be with me for the rest of my life had been kidnapped by the alien.
If it's really so,
please inform me earlier,
instead of letting me to get involve in relations that won't bring with any good ending.

Thank You.

sigh-ing post =.="

2008-08-10T22:48:00.004+08:00

It's a shock for me when I know that two of my secondary school mates are getting married most probably by this year.
*sigh*

Why larr.
Why I still can't find the other half of mine?
*sigh*

I want to get marry also larr.
=(
*SIGH*

Thank You

2008-08-07T13:00:00.003+08:00

My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

I drank too much last night
Got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there
They'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Push the door
I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

Thanks for touching my heart with your words,
thanks cause you'd brighten up my day,
thanks cause I'm not alone anymore with you by my side.
I don't know what will happen in OUR future,
but,
I'm hoping for the best,
always. =)

Phat Girlz

2008-08-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

那天不小心在astro的某个台看到这部戏..
马上就有一见钟情的感觉了..
呵呵..

很喜欢女主角说的一句话..
"To all the ppl who think we've got a weight problem, no baby, we ain't got a weight problem, you just got a problem with our weight."

yeah u..
stop laughing at my weight !!

呵呵..

moody..

2008-07-24T23:47:00.001+08:00

今天的心情忽然很差..
决定做一些让自己开心的事情..

老娘发飙..

2008-07-21T02:28:00.003+08:00

以前的我..
总是特别爱吃醋..
稍微让我发现有什么不对劲的事情..
都会马上打破沙锅问到底..

可是现在..
就算他公然在我面前跟别的女生打情骂俏..
我都还能够视而不见..
虽然我什么也没说..
那不代表我并不觉得那是个什么问题..
我不出声是因为我不知道自己算是你的什么..
所以只好把所有的东西都往肚子里吞..

看到你对别的女生好..
我是不开心啊..
我是不爽啊..
但我不是你的谁..
所以只好安静地在一边..
不断的问自己..
是自己做错了什么吗?
还是自己不够好?

不觉得我们最近都没什么聊天了吗?
看到你时常把她挂在嘴边..
我不爽..
所以不想跟你讲话..
看到你的msn title出现她介绍给你的歌..
我不爽..
所以不想跟你讲话..
看到你的msn或facebook里的title..
说什么miss u..
我更不爽..
所以更不想跟你讲话..
对于这些..
我什么都不想问..
因为我知道你会说那是对我说的..
但我不是白痴..
你想对我说的话和你想对别人说的话..
你真的以为我分辨不出来吗?

每次觉得自己能够不把你当成特别的一个人的时候..
你又开始对我甜言蜜语..
跟我说等你过来的时候一起去哪里..
一起做些什么..
有时侯真的很想发飙对你说..
"反正你现在眼里的都是她..
老娘我表你过来!"

好想当面对你说出这些话..
但没办法..
老娘的胆子就是那么小..
只敢在"神智不清醒"的时候发飙..
看完后想有怎样的反应..
老娘管不着..
也不想知道..
反正我就是不喜欢flirt around的人..
if u're someone like that..
~~fuck off~~ get out of my life..

ps : I'm not using "fuck off" in this post..
So don't complain that I kept on using "fuck off"..
Thank you..

无聊..

2008-07-20T00:12:00.002+08:00

某天..
我必须在车上等妈妈弄她的东西..
无聊之下..
我开始.....

okie okie..
表炸我..
我知道我最近很自恋也很无聊.. =.="

意外的惊喜.. =)

2008-07-17T19:10:00.002+08:00

今天早上..
当我还在很努力的赖床的时候..
有人在我家外面猛按门铃..
似乎想把我家门铃按坏了才甘愿.. =.="
没办法..
家里只剩下我一个人..
只好去看看是哪个人想帮我们家换门铃..

结果..
发现了这个东西..

(还写错我的名字.. =.="")
看到字体就已经是猜到是谁寄来的了..
翻过来一看..

i'm the genius.. =x
迫不及待地跑进房间拆包裹..

忽然就觉得好想哭..
谢谢ah moon, mei fong, choo choo, ken yoong..
我们那么久没见面了..
但你们还是记得我的生日..
还特地从kl寄礼物给我.. =(

谢谢谢谢..
我好喜欢这个包包..
真的谢谢你们.. >.<

tai tai 的生活..

2008-07-16T18:30:00.003+08:00

在十分不愿意的情况下..
心不甘情不愿地离开tai tai的生活..

tai tai们的第一个活动 :
pedicure + manicure..

我知道我的脚很丑..
而且我米有ankle !! T.T

i'm showing off my french manicure.. =x

tai tai的第二个活动 :
Tao Cuisine ~

tai tai在家无所事事的随手乱拍 :

tai tai的过去和未来 :

过去了..
是时候放下了..

新的吊饰新的生活.. =)

tai tai无聊的时候的样子.. =.="

人之常情..

2008-07-14T18:54:00.002+08:00

看到好的东西..
情不自禁地想去追求..
这是人之常情..
我明白..
只是希望能够让我知道..
表让我像个笨蛋那样..
在这边做个没人会可怜的白痴..

人之常情..
很残酷但又那么地真实..

tai tai !!

2008-07-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

wee hoo ~
i was in tai tai life for the past 3 days..
went for manicure pedicure nice japanese buffet shopping redbox..
CALL MI TAI TAI !!!
muahahaha..

*will update when i wake up from my tai tai life..
hahahaha.. =x

雨后真的会有天晴吗?

2008-07-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

最近是怎么了?
在同一时间发生了好多事情..
朋友告诉我说你在今年新年就回来了..
还结了婚..
新娘就是当初你告诉我你想追她的那个女孩..
傻掉了..
忽然不知道该有什么反应..
当然..
我从来没想过会跟你有什么结果..
毕竟一切都是六年前的事情了..
可是..
为什么所有伤我害我的事情都还在同一时间发生?
我的晴天什么时候才要出现?

go away !

2008-07-02T23:55:00.001+08:00

如果这就是你当初说的"朋友"..
那我告诉你..
我宁愿不要这种关系..

go away from my life..
*shoo shoo*

胆粗粗之槟城一日游..

2008-07-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

为了不想在家里无所事事地渡过我的"大日子"..
我决定自己到槟城走走..
结果..
我开始迷路.. =.="
很严重性地迷路..
想去komtar..
结果不知道自己转到哪里去..
好不容易到了komtar把电话交给sony ericsson的service centre..
想回到sungai dua的tesco的时候..
又再开始迷路.. =.="
转来转去..
竟然转进不知道哪个小kampung..
路很小车很多肚子超饿..
兜来兜去终于找到出路..
结果还是必须转了一大圈才能够抵达目的地.. =.="
不知道该说自己幸运还是衰..
在槟城一年多了还会迷路..
*fainted*

话说回来..
今天到queensbay去败家..
在borders花了RM140+..
在jusco的食品部花了RM40+..
还有不懂哪里跟哪里花了差不多RM40+..
*fainted again*

刚才在borders选书的时候..
忽然发现自己已经很久很久没有好好地看一本书了..
好多书都是看了一半就放在一边..
或甚至连翻都没翻过..
很好奇..
自己是怎么了?
我不是很爱看书的吗?
以前我一天能够看完两本卫斯理小说的啊..
现在两天都看不完一本..
不可以这样了..
宁愿自己不断地花钱买书..
也不可以乱花钱了..

btw..
谢谢所有祝我生日快乐的朋友..
没想到你们都还会记得我的生日哦..
谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢.. ^^

祝我生日快乐

2008-06-30T23:58:00.002+08:00

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么
让我诚实一点
诚实
难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机
让它休息一夜
难
想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点

生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐泪也溶了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你
带一点恨
还要时间才能平衡
热恋伤痕画面重生
祝我生日快乐

stupid last minute planning

2008-06-28T14:07:00.002+08:00

一直以来都很讨厌last minute planning..
尤其是家人的..
常忽然之前说要做什么就做什么..
屁啦..
下次试看看我叫你们临时做事情的时候
你们会有什么感觉..
明明已经做好自己的planning..
知道自己几点要做什么..
却忽然打一个电话来跟我说..
要我去哥哥家吃东西..
说是帮我庆祝生日..
屁屁屁..
不会尊敬别人的吗?
"帮我庆祝"
结果最后最后一分钟才来告诉我?!?
就算是surprised party也是七早八早跟人家定好时间..
说什么时候要去什么地方..
最多不让人知道到那边的时候会发生什么事情而已..
反正..
我讨厌last minute planning !!
fuck off fuck off !!

独立..

2008-06-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

家里发生了一些事情..
忽然觉得很沮丧..
拿着电话..
好几次都想打电话给他了..
却又强忍着把电话放下..

告诉自己..
是时候开始独立..
不再依赖别人了..
不可以再一次又一次地在不开心的时候
就马上打电话给他..
他说得对..
分开后..
他有他自己的生活..
我也有我自己的生活..
不应该再去依赖对方了..

是时候独立了..

头发..

2008-06-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

一直都觉得自己没办法接受短头发的自己..
只因为我的脸就跟我的身材一样的圆..
有时侯在很饿的时候甚至想把自己的脸当成章鱼丸来咬.. =.="
所以每次剪头发的时候都会很努力地告诉发型师说
"我不要剪短头发!"

刚才不知道为什么..
忽然决定让发型师把我的头发剪短..
不是很短的那种..
但也应该是我"懂事以来"最短的一次了..

人只能活一辈子..
或许真的是什么都该尝试过..
才不枉此生吧..

原来.. 我是那么的孤单..

2008-06-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

心情忽然好差..
好想找个人陪我聊..
没想到..
把自己手机里的通讯录都看过了好几次..
还是没找到能够陪自己聊的人..
不是跟他们不太熟..
就是有女朋友的人..
再不然就是没办法跟他们聊心事的人..
再再不然就是那些我连他们是谁都不知道的人..

原来我是没有朋友的..

少了你该怎么办

2008-06-19T16:27:00.000+08:00

我的手表是你买的
床单是你挑选的
我脾气坏你帮我改
叫我变的柔软

你只希望能够有一天
穿我为你洗的衬衫
但是现在你突然离开
会不会真的太快

我的笑容是你给的
耐心是你拉长的
不怕依赖只怕孤单
我你最最明白

谁规定我一定要勇敢
顶着说不怕没有爱
但是现在你突然离开
我的生活谁来管

少了你的我该怎么办
少了你的我怕我变坏
谁跟我吵吵闹闹
谁让我觉得骄傲
一个人有多悲惨你知道(亲爱的)

少了你的我该怎么办
少了你的天该怎么蓝
你我的甜蜜暗号今后将没人知道
只有在我的心里
天天听到

句号..

2008-06-19T12:43:00.002+08:00

谢谢你一直以来对我的包容..
谢谢你一直以来对我的疼爱..
谢谢你一直以来对我的好..

是我不够好..
才没办法继续享受你对我的好..

有时候会很生气自己..
为什么我会这样?
为什么我要一次又一次的伤害爱自己的人?

我的眼泪一直一直在掉..
看你的信息的时候也掉..
跟你讲电话的时候也掉..
挂上电话之后还是在掉..
连终于冷静下来..
想写blog的时候..
眼泪还是一直一直不停地掉..

我跟你..
画上了句号..

眼泪..

2008-06-17T22:20:00.002+08:00

从接到你的电话的那一刻开始..
我的眼泪一直一直在掉..
我不知道是为什么..
但连我自己也控制不到..

刚才洗澡的时候..
我以为我已经停止哭泣了..
换好衣服之后..
忽然发现到自己的眼泪还是一直一直地在流..
原来我并没有停止流泪..

你在哪里?

2008-06-15T17:47:00.004+08:00

忘了是从哪里看到..
"两条平行线..
总会有交叉的一天.."
很喜欢这句话..

明明就是没关系的两个人..
某天某月某日就这样认识了对方..
然后两个人的关系开始从陌生人变成朋友..
从朋友变成情侣..
幸运的话..
就会从情侣变成夫妻..
白头偕老..
不幸运的话..
就会从情侣变成朋友..
甚至变成两个互不相干的人..

我一直都在找着能够跟自己白头偕老的人..
然而对的人一直在错的时候出现..
而错的人一直在对的时候出现..
不能说跟他们在一起是浪费了自己的时间..
毕竟在一起的甜蜜回忆是真实的..

有时候自己想想..
是自己要求太高吗?
还是自己太没要求?
怎么会在那么多段感情之后..
还是没办法找到能够跟自己过一辈子的人..

身边的人都说..
你还年轻..
不怕找不到你想找的他..
可是我有自己的想法..
我有自己想达到的目标啊..
我并不想迟婚..
我想在年轻的时候就把自己嫁出去..
组织自己的家庭..

可是..
我真的不知道自己什么时候才能够找到对的那个人..
很多时候都会有
"就是他了!"
的感觉..
但在相处一段日子之后..
才开始慢慢地发现..
原来他并不是自己想找的那个他..

对我好的人已经不再单身..
对我坏的人还在我身边团团转..
疼我的人不适合我..
爱我的人我不爱他..
终于找到一个真心对我好..
我也对他有好感的人..
我的身边却已经有了另一个他..

一次又一次地开始新恋情..
一次又一次地结束旧恋情..
一次又一次地寻找新恋情..
我累了..
真的累了..

屁话 !!

2008-06-12T15:39:00.002+08:00

是你说的..
有什么事情都可以跟你说..
你会跟我分享帮我解决..

现在我真的没办法自己解决问题了..
想跟你说我正在面临的问题的时候..
你却跟我说..
你不知道我说的话哪句真哪句假..
还到处跟人家说..
你不敢让我自己还电话费..
怕我又不懂把钱花到哪里去了..

这是什么屁话?!?
现在你明白为什么我宁愿自己辛苦..
宁愿扯掉自己的脸皮跟人家借钱..
也不愿意跟你开口了吗?

会呼吸的痛...

2008-06-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

在东京铁塔
第一次眺望
看灯火模仿
坠落的星光

我终於到达
但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

汽油暴涨...

2008-06-10T18:49:00.002+08:00

一直都以为汽油起价并不会为我带来什么影响..
直到刚才去为我的wira仔打full tank..
才毅然发现..

我的wira仔的胃口长大了..

从RM68到现在的RM98.. =.="

疯了疯了..
我一个星期的零用钱只有RM100....

赢料咯..
全部用来喂它就好料咯..
我每个星期都用RM2就好料咯.. T.T

刺激的六月..

2008-06-02T00:21:00.002+08:00

六月的第一天就已经发生了一件惊险刺激的事情了..
是否代表着我将会在这个六月过着战战兢兢的生活? =.="

话说刚才我跟爸爸和妈妈心血来潮去店里走走..
结果发现到一个印度人正在从妈妈的回收站里把东西丢出来..
爸爸就马上把车停在路边..
准备打电话报警..
当我们在忙着打电话的时候..
那个人忽然出现在我身边.. =.="
严重性吓死我咯..
我傻傻地看着他..
他也傻傻地看着我..
然后就跑回去把地上的东西拿起来..
再慢慢地拖走..
这时候警察车来了..
我们就很紧张地告诉警察那个印度人已经走掉了..
再跟警察一起驾车去找他..
结果发现他把东西拖到废铁场外面后就准备走人..
我们看到警察下车去盘问他之后..
就离开了..

其实现在是蛮怕的..
因为他知道我们的车牌..
也看到我们是什么样子的..
还真的不知道他会不会对我们不利呢.. =.="

好久没整理的照片..

2008-05-31T22:58:00.003+08:00

心情不好的时候买的..
nando's..
是不是心情不好的时候..
吃什么都会觉得不好吃的? =(

二嫂从日本买回来的手信..
说是可以养的..
但我还是不知道他是什么东西..
刚找到一个很久之前朋友送我的杯子..
可以用来养这个怪物了..

很可爱的杯子吧..
呵呵..

其实还有很多张照片的..
只是超懒惰upload..
所以就算了吧.. =x

15.05.2008

2008-05-15T17:32:00.001+08:00

我就是个贱女人..
不是吗?

15.05.2008

2008-05-15T17:23:00.001+08:00

我是真的开始厌倦于自己生活中的一切一切..
每天做同样的事情..
看同样的人..
吃同样的食物..
口中不停地说好闷好闷..
却还是乖乖的留在家里吃即食面..
偶尔打包杂饭吃..
想出门逛街也不行..
深怕自己不小心就会乱花钱..
所以只能够在家里online shopping..
看到喜欢的东西想买..
也得想了好久好久..
才告诉自己说买了也没用..
倒不如把钱省下来..
省成这个样子是为了什么?
朋友说..
值得吗?
为了跟他见面而这样对待自己..
很坚定地告诉朋友..
也告诉心里的自己..
值得的..
是值得的..
但是不知道为什么..
偶尔还是会为了他对我说的话而躲在角落里偷偷地哭..
被人深深伤害过的自己变得好懦弱..
变得只会一直一直地附和着你说的话..
而没有了自己的立场..
是因为自己对你的包容..
让你觉得我能够忍受你这样地对待我吗?
是不是开始厌倦于一段感情的时候..
就会开始用放大镜去看对方的缺点?
可是我还是很想跟你在一起啊..
为什么会这样?

我并没有你想象中的坚强..
你知道的吗?

我的新欢.. Z610i..

2008-05-08T17:47:00.003+08:00

now u see..

now u don't ~ =x

我喜欢的黑色..

呵呵..

原来如此..

2008-05-07T11:35:00.000+08:00

终于知道为什么自己会那么喜怒无常了..

原来如此.. =.="

Subway..

2008-05-05T13:42:00.002+08:00

终于换地方了..

现在在我家前面的subway..

Turkey Breast and Turkey Ham..

yummy yum ~

衰..

2008-05-04T14:23:00.001+08:00

人心情不好的时候..
果然是会十分非常衰的..

昨晚睡觉睡到一半..
忽然觉得耳朵好痛好痛..
一开始是以为因为睡觉的时候不小心压到耳朵..
所以换个方向又继续睡..
没想到在五点左右..
我痛到醒了过来..
摸摸自己的耳朵..
感觉好像有东西在里面钻啊钻的..
马上就痛到哭了..
本来还想继续撑到天亮才看医生..
但真的痛到没办法了..
就一边哭一边敲爸妈的门..
还吵醒了二哥二嫂..
结果他们就用手电筒在那边照啊照的..
终于..
一只黑黑大大长长的迷途羔羊找到了自己的人生目的..
爬了出来.. =.="

老实说..
我到现在都还不敢看那只迷途羔羊..
总觉得它曾经在自己的耳朵里小迷路了一下..
好像很恐怖的感觉..

天..
我不要再衰下去了啦.. T.T

btw..
谢谢你们哦..
爸爸妈妈二哥二嫂..
你们知道我不好意思直接对你们说的..
是吗? =x

KFC..

2008-05-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

今天..
心情不太好..
忽然很想吃KFC..
驾车兜来兜去..
忽然发现..
原来SP是这样ulu的..
不是没有KFC..
而是有KFC的地方都没地方停车..
好啦是有地方停车..
但因为自己驾车技术有限+不想吃牛肉干..
所以选择放弃..
然后回家继续怨天怨地..

故事讲完了..
谢谢..

Tiffany & Co

2008-05-02T01:23:00.003+08:00

就在我想写Tiffany & Co的时候..
忽然发现有好几个人已经比我快了..
希望不会让人觉得这是抄袭篇吧.. =.="

一直都很喜欢设计很简单的戒指..
所以特爱lazo diamond的戒指..
直到某一天..
忽然发现了这个..

终于明白真心爱上一样东西的感觉了..
呵呵..

starbucks.. again.. =.="

2008-05-02T01:11:00.003+08:00

从starbucks看出去的景色..

嗯..

还不错的啦..

只是不太有胃口..

所以拖了好久好久才吃完..

很喜欢他们的纸巾..

很简单也很美..

每次一抬头都会看到的同一幅画..

他们什么时候才会考虑把图画换掉呢? =.="

男人，其實很笨的

2008-05-01T14:20:00.001+08:00

妳知道嗎？男人，其實很笨的…

要是妳問男人，「妳愛不愛我？」他們的回答要不就是「哎呦～好無聊的問題…」，要不就是一臉心不甘、情不願，滿臉敷衍一下的回答一句：「愛啊…這種問題還要問？」，更有甚者，還會教訓妳「幼稚」，然後還來上一段精神訓話，證明妳的問題「有夠無聊」…

可是，他們永遠不知道，妳願意心甘情願的為她守著那個家，讓他在想要睡覺的時候，知道該往哪邊走，肚子餓的時候，知道有個地方有個黃臉婆可以幫他煮飯，讓他餓不死。妳願意容忍他處處以事業、朋友為優先，讓妳排在所有事情的「最後一位」。妳願意為他忍受生產的痛苦，走樣的身材，給他一個能傳宗接代的孩子，為他犧牲妳的事業，全心照顧家庭，容忍婆婆的冷嘲熱諷，為他默默的付出妳的青春，成就他的一切。為的，不是一張結婚證書，也不是他的薪水袋，而是要他一句：「親愛的，我感謝妳一切的付出，我愛妳。」

……哪怕這句「我愛妳」是要來的，也好。他回到家裡，除了盯著飯桌上的飯菜，要不就是盯著客廳的電視，整個晚上，他連正眼也沒瞧上妳一眼，妳忍著心裡的委屈和寂寞，妳有滿腹的心事想要和他分享，但是看著他拖著一身疲憊，倒頭就睡，還發出令你難以入眠的鼾聲，妳想起今天的某個朋友，稱讚著別人的老公有多麼疼愛他的妻子，但是妳只能在一旁苦笑，不知該怎麼回應。

為他，妳願意忍受這一切，願意委屈，因為妳總是告訴自己，他很忙，他有很多比妳更重要的事情，妳願意等待……等著有一天，你們有時間一起吃一頓燭光晚餐一起回到當初最甜蜜的那段時光，願意看他為妳做出一些瘋狂的示愛舉動……妳盼著他用行動證明，他還是愛著妳的，哪怕只是一張卡片、一束鮮花，或者只是一通電話，要他告訴妳：「我好想妳。」。

不管他在外面有多少人尊敬他、欣賞他、崇拜他，將他視為英雄、偶像，其實妳心裡都知道，但是妳只要他在妳面前做個小男人，妳只盼著他聽妳說說話，盼著他縱容妳的小脾氣，盼著他在妳面前，在你們的閨房裡，做個「沒有尊嚴的男人」，聽妳撒撒嬌，說個笑話哄哄妳，讓妳覺得自己很「幸福」、很偉大」，別人眼中的「英雄」，願意拜倒在妳的石榴裙下。

妳想要讓他多看妳一眼，妳盼著成為他心目中的「西施」，妳想聽他稱讚妳「妳好美。」但是，妳開不了口，因為妳知道自己其實是個平凡無奇的「醜小鴨」，所以，妳費盡千辛萬苦，逛遍大街小巷，走到兩腿發軟，想要找一件美麗的新衣，穿在身上，妳想要他永遠記得著妳的美麗，於是忍受著服飾店員的晚娘面孔，低聲下氣的殺了半天的價，忍痛花了半個月的薪水與菜錢，買下一件妳認為最美的衣服穿在身上，偏偏到了他面前，妳提不出要他讚美的要求，只能說出：「你覺得這件衣服好不好看？」

但是，男人就是不懂，他老是以為這句話是真的要問他的「意見」，於是他板起臉孔，皺起眉頭，開始批評妳的新衣是多麼的不適合妳，質料也不夠好，式樣更是令他感到不滿意，還罵妳浪費他辛辛苦苦賺來的血汗錢，於是妳傷心了，因為妳期盼的，是他的讚美，是他的肯定，是要他懂得妳為了愛他的種種努力，然而，妳偏偏得不到妳想要的答案。妳生氣了，和他大吵一架，他覺得莫名奇妙，而妳卻很他入骨。

男人很笨，他們永遠不知道什麼時候妳想要他堅強的出面「保護妳」，什麼時候又應該軟弱的做妳的「小男人」，他們覺得應付女人「很麻煩」，但是沒有女人，他們又覺得寂寞，甚至活不下去。結果，妳總是將委屈、寂寞放在心裡，那些情緒，慢慢的積壓，直到有一天，妳終於忍不住爆發了，妳告訴他：「我想離開你。」

你以為這句話能讓他緊張，讓他將你放在第一位，讓他改變態度，但是，他什麼也不會做，他呆呆的看著妳哭，傻傻的聽著妳罵，除了沉默，他什麼也不會做。甚至，他還會認定你們之間的關係已經走到盡頭，他告訴妳無法承受妳帶給他的壓力，他願意結束這段感情，於是，你們分開了。

他們永遠不知道，真正傷心的，其實不是他，而是妳。因為妳從來沒有「真的」要離開他，妳心裡想著他、愛著他，妳知道這一生，再也找不到一個和他一樣的男人，但是妳說不出反悔的話來，因為，在妳心裡，妳覺得是他「不要妳了」。

於是妳告訴自己，下一次，妳要勇敢一點，妳要告訴他妳真正要的是什麼，妳告訴他：「你每天晚上要說一次『我愛你』，要不然，就罰你睡客廳。」妳告訴他：「每年的情人節、七夕、結婚紀念日，我要一束鮮花，要一頓五星級飯店的浪漫燭光晚餐最好附上一份價值２０００元以上的禮物，展現你的誠意，我不管你是心甘情願的，還是不甘不願的，我就是要，若是做不到，請你離開我，我不要這樣的愛情。」妳告訴他：「從現在開始，我要你隨時記住，為你做的一切，對我而言都是一種犧牲，你必須哄哄我、忍讓著我的脾氣，讓我發洩我的不滿，容忍我的一切缺點，若是做不到，我將毫不猶豫的離開你，因為我不要這樣的愛情。」

這樣的做法，或許您感到不滿意，因為每個女人都希望男人主動做這些事情，妳希望男人揣測妳的心思，而不是妳自己開口。不過，說真的，妳不開口，建立規則，教他們乖乖的遵守，他們永遠不懂，因為他們根本是來自另一個星球的動物，他們的腦子裡，根本裝著不一樣的東西。

別對親密的人潑冷水

2008-05-01T14:13:00.000+08:00

愛情慢性致死之一的大兇手，就是潑冷水。親近生侮慢，越熟的人越容易彼此潑冷水。人們自然而然用來對付潑冷水的方式有兩種，一是反潑冷水回去，二是保持沈默，警惕自己，不再將自己快樂或得意的事告知這個人。兩種都使雙方疏離。有一位建築公司的高級主管對我說，他最不能忍耐的，是就是他的太太有意無意的潑他冷水。當他打電話給太太說，今晚不能回家吃飯，因為公司同仁決定一起為他慶祝四十歲生日時，他這位曾是他大學同班同學的妻子馬上嗤之以鼻的說：「喔，你何德何能，為什麼人家要幫你慶生？」一句話使他滿腔熱情結成冰，心想：「早知妳這麼刻薄，下次不回家吃飯，我就不告訴妳。」其實，他的太太說的話並不表示瞧不起他，也許心裡是有點「酸」，只是單純的「不會說話」。被人指責「不會說話」的人，通常很少認為那是自己的短處，反而會沾沾自喜的認為自己很「直」，暗暗以為是優點，如此一來，改進的可能性就很低。我曾在百貨公司逛街時看到一對中年夫妻，太太剛從特價櫃上挑起一件衣服，先生馬上火眼金睛的大聲斥責：「醜死了，放回去！」太太一驚，馬上縮手，尷尬的眼神看著和她拿起同樣衣服的人，然後低頭遁去。我們一邊以同情的眼光看著這位太太，一邊為自己的審美品味被殃及而心有不甘。肆無忌憚公開批評一個人穿著用品，構成的傷害和當面斥責他是白癡並沒有兩樣。親子關係亦然。一位朋友說起她和母親的關係自小就疏離，長大之後頂多能相敬如「冰」的原因，就是她母親潑冷水的專長。她自小成績優秀，考第二名時，母親先問的第一句話竟是：「第一名多妳幾分？」得到第一名時後，她原以為會得到讚賞，母親卻說：「成績好沒什麼了不起，女孩子品德最重要。」母親生日時她將零用錢買了她覺得很漂亮的生日禮物，母親卻覺得浪費錢要她拿回去換，她嘟著嘴抗議「好心給雷擊」，母親卻說：「沒揍妳已經很好了。」甚至當她長大成人後和母親一起買衣服，站在試穿鏡前，母親也在她背後「讚賞」她：「沒想到妳全身上下，就這雙小腿長得還可以。」挑剔鬼、潑冷水、沒建設性的話可不能辯稱是「忠言逆耳」，說者不見得開心，聽者更是大大傷了心。人非鋼鐵，愛一個人能承受幾次傷心？張愛玲曾說：愛的相反不是恨，而是冷漠....
人非鋼鐵，愛一個人能承受幾次傷心？

看了忽然觉得..
心里的话都被说出来了..

女人..

2008-05-01T12:58:00.002+08:00

每个女人都希望自己被捧在手心上呵呼..
每个女人都希望自己能够永远都被疼爱着..
每个女人都希望对方能够永远对自己好..

可是..
又有多少男人真的能够做到呢?

Would You Be There - Redwan Ali

2008-04-27T14:00:00.003+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there ..... for me ...

都是我的错.. 满意了吗?

2008-04-26T15:49:00.002+08:00

不开心的时候告诉你..
你叫我别烦别说废话..

闷的时候想跟你聊天..
你叫我别烦别说废话..

纯粹想跟你撒撒娇..
你叫我别烦别说废话..

......

你是我爱的人..
我当然想跟你分享我的一切一切..
但你总是一次又一次地叫我别烦别说废话..
还一直一直地说..
"我知道你的啦..
我也不想听你讲废话了.."

都是我的错..
全都是我的错..
你满意了吗?

23/4/2008…又是一个失眠的夜晚…

2008-04-23T03:05:00.003+08:00

大家都睡了…

每家每户的灯早就熄灭了…

只剩下贱命的我…

脑袋里一直一直地在转…

翻来覆去就是睡不着…

忽然想起外婆…

不知道她怎么了？

没错的话这是她第五次中风了…

外婆的求生意志一直都很强…

之前的几次她都很坚强地挨过了…

昨天去看外婆的时候…

心好痛好痛…

她躺在床上…

右手右脚一直不规律地抖动着…

眼睛睁得大大的…

却没办法认出站在她床边的我…

偶尔她会盯着我看…

似乎想说些什么…

但双唇却倔强地闭着…

什么也不说…

妈妈说这次的中风导致外婆没办法再控制自己的手脚…

眼睛似乎不太看得见…

连我们对她说话…

她也不太知道了…

最最最让我难过的是…

外婆好像没办法再说话了……

在starbucks的一天..

2008-04-15T11:31:00.004+08:00

前阵子常到queensbay的starbucks做assignment..

每次都会依照自己的心情来选择自己想喝的饮料..

某天..

我选择了green tea latte....

collect drink的时候发现到那个女生一直看着我笑..

回到座位上才发现我的green tea latte上好像有个不寻常的东西..

呵呵..

谢谢你哦..

u brighten up my day.. ^^

做完assignment准备回家的时候..

忽然发现有一道很美的彩虹..

马上就拍了下来..

好喜欢这张照片.. =)

新发型.. ^^

2008-04-15T11:23:00.002+08:00

在考虑了好久之后..
终于决定把卷发弄回直发了.. ^^

before..

after.. ^^

我要换电话！

2008-04-06T14:57:00.001+08:00

不知道怎么搞的…

最近好想换电话…

疯了…

我结婚了.. =)

2008-04-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

=(

2008-03-28T23:57:00.003+08:00

你睡得好熟..
很不想离开你..
偷偷地从背后抱着你..
轻轻地对你说..
happy 7th month anniversary..
我爱你..

老师嫁老大

2008-03-22T23:43:00.002+08:00

那天跟朋友去看了"老师嫁老大"..
只能说新加坡戏果然都很好看..
有机会的话还蛮想再去看一次的.. =x