What Hurts the Most - Rascal Flatts

Moody-ness

I'm suppose to pass up an assignment tomorrow,
but my word document is still blank since 4pm.

What the hell is happening.

Damn moody lately lor.
Feel like hiding in my room on my bed under my blanket forever.

I'm a terter !!!

Cabut-ed From Ah Neh Neh's Class

Decided to run away from ah neh neh's class after he wasted my 45 minutes doing nothing.

Class was supposed to start at 9am, and I admit that I'm late for about 10 minutes.

BUT.

Ah neh neh is late for 30 minutes.

He went in the class, crap for 5 minutes, realised that the LCD projector is not working, and told us that we'll be changing class.

=.=

Fine fine.
Change class ma change class lor.
Not big deal what.
Everyone took their bags and stand outside the classroom and wait for ah neh neh to come back.

BUT.

He came back after 5 minutes and said that we're using back the old classroom.

=.="

I asked eelu if we should go back to his class, and she suggested to play scissors-rock-paper.
If I win then we're going for dimsum, but if eelu wins then we need to go back and faced ah neh neh until 12 noon.
Eelu won. =(
So we go into the class and sit down and guess what.

Ah neh neh said we're going to change class AGAIN.

WTH.

Can't tahan and straight cabut to my favourite dimsum.

Erm.
I know it's taufu fah in the picture, but cannot eat taufu fah with dimsum one meh?

Hmpf.

Traffic Jjjaaaammmmm !!

This is what I have for my car,
and I'm stuck in the 'head' of the Penang Bridge,
on the way going back to SP.

Bless me and my car so that we'll reach home safely.

*Imagine the situation of jamming since I can blog this with both my hand while trying to save my right arm from becoming a tasty BBQ pig hand. Sigh.

傻瓜 - 温岚

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

Time When my Mood SWINGS

I'm trying to be the one that you want me to be.
I'm trying to be the one that won't annoy you.
I'm trying to be the one that you'll look for whenever you need someone to talk to.
I'm trying to be someone who's not myself at all.

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.
I don't know how long will this last.
I don't know who I am to you.
I don't know what else I should do to please you.

I'm always a beggar in a relation.
Always beg for more time more attention more love.

You're not the one to blame on.
In fact it's myself.

I lost myself when I'm afraid of losing someone that I really care.
I'll be doing anything that he/she wants me to do.
That's the idiotic part of myself right?

I can't do anything but wait.
Waiting for you to message me.
Waiting for you to call me.
Waiting for you to look for me.
Etc etc etc.

SWINGS SWINGS SWINGS.
Yeah I got a damn-not-stable-swinging-mood as usual.

W-H-Y

I was in good mood since it's Andz birthday today.
But why did you appear like that?

I thought we're not related to each others anymore.
I thought we're not going to chat anymore.
But why did you send me the FaceBook message?
Why are you doing this to disturb my life?

You told me that you're back to SP,
for more than half year.
Honestly I knew about this.
Bobby told me before,
and he said he's trying to hide this from me since I might get hurt.
I appreciate what Bobby had did,
cause I'm really getting hurt when I saw your FaceBook account.

I deleted you from my FaceBook once,
and not long after that,
you added me back to your list.

I tried to ignore you at all,
and when I thought I'm doing good in that,
taa-daa ~
Here you are.
Messaging me on FaceBook,
asking for my contact so that we can go out yam char.

And you even tell me that you're surprised that I never change my contact number.

LOL.

So you REMEMBER me.

Good.

Come lar come lar.
Continue torture me with you and your girlfriend's story lar.
It's time for me to grow stronger and tougher.
And I guess it's the best if I can get the 'training' from you.

Damn.
Time for me to do online shopping to reduce my MOODY-ness.

4th September 2008

Happy Birthday my baby.

I'm sorry that I can't celebrate your birthday with you,
but this is not the only birthday that we're going to be together. =)

Wish ya all the best dear.
Enjoy your birthday with the mole mouse catcher ya. =x

Love ya baby. >.<

Memories that will never fade out

Bad memories always flashed back from time to time.

I was on the way back to Penang from KL,
and suddenly,
I can see the old me sitting by the window at my old place at Setapak,
keep dialing the same number for the past 1 hour,
and soon I get frustrated and started to cry and smoke fiercely.

I know he's not sleeping,
at least he's not sleeping at HIS PLACE.
And yeah,
he's a bloody two-timer.

The picture of me smoking fiercely and crying and dialing the same number over and over again keep flashing back.
I guess it's to remind me not to do something that will hurt myself anymore.

I get hurt enough for the past,
and now I'm looking forward for a bright future of US.

Just a random post I guess.
I'd been emotional these days.