Dead Blog. =(

Been a long time since I last update my blog.
Sorry guys.
I'm just being lazy. =(

重复...

很多时候真的搞不懂自己在做什么..

一直在用一个地方不断地兜来兜去..

重复做着同样的事情..

很想跟自己说够了..

却好像没办法放下..

救命!

There are times that I feel like giving up of everything,

but still there's someone something that make me pacing back and forth in the same situation.

Can YOU please tell me what to do? =(

Beach @ Penang

Was at the public beach with some friends few days ago.

Missed the beach and everything (except food definitely) at Lang Tengah.
The beach is so clean the sea is so clear.
Hhmmm.

Looking for companion to go to Lang Tengah next year ! =D

七个对不起

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起” 。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。



大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。



婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。


渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。



女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……

对不起

跟你越靠近

越发现自己还是深爱着他

对不起

Stupid Timetable for this Semester =(

The timetable for this new semester is kinda weird.
I'm having a 3 hours break after 5 hours of continuous lecture, and another 2 hours class from 4pm-6pm. =(

For today, I sent my text book in for photostat at 1.10pm, went to pick my friend up for lunch at Dell, went for lunch, fetch her back to Dell, and I'm now waiting outside the photostat shop to pick up my text book.

Sigh.
Why lar giving us a 3 hours break instead of 1 or 2 hours?
Very sien wei.

懦弱的女人啊…

Been waiting since 9 in the morning until 3.50pm.

Should have know that you will not appear, but still I decided to give both of us a chance.

You text-ed me last night, and I replied and asked you to call me when you're able to.

And, no calls no text from you at all.
You never pick up my calls nor reply my text.

Should had guessed it but I'm just not willing to face the truth.

Been sitting at Secret Receipe for like, 4 hours?

Waited and called and text-ed you, hoping and wanting to see you, stopping my tears from dropping off.

----女人啊，懦弱是你的代名词…----

Belated Birthday Celebration @ Happy Seasons Cafe

Had my belated birthday celebration at Happy Seasons Cafe with my friends last night.

Thanks to meifong that rushed all the way after whole day work, ken that came all the way from Rawang, choo that fetched me up from 1U after work, and moon that came from Old Klang Road and later let me tumpang at her place for last night.

It's happy to have a gathering with all my buddies after such a long time.
We can finally meet up and have dinner together and crap until the cafe is closed.

More picture coming up soon, (I hope) if my connection at hometown is stable and good.
Hehe.

And guys, seriously thanks to all of you for willing to spend your time with me.
Thanks for the birthday present that you all get for me, thanks for the cutie birthday cake, and thanks for the wonderful dinner.
Muahh and huggies for you all ! =D

Hhhmmmm..

It has been awhile since I last updated my blog.
Wanted to blog but I'm always attracted by my FaceBook or other stuff whenever I turn on my laptop. >.<

Well I'm going to KL this Saturday to meet up with my TARC buddies.
Never meet up with them for such a loooooooooooooooong time and I think they forgot how I look like already. =(

Anyway, not going to stay for long at there either, as I need to make sure that I'm here in my hometown on Tuesday night, besides I'm in tight budget where I don't think I can afford to stay in KL for few more days.

Sigh.
Very blur now.
It's late and I was suppose to be on my bed but I simply can't sleep. =.="

HELP!

无题 2…

你问：
为什么不储存我的电话号码？

我说：
为什么要储存你的号码？
有必要储存一个自己永远都不能忘记的号码吗？

无题…

我的生活变得好小…
他变得好大…
不论他在不在我身边…
我都容不下别人…

Sometimes..

Sometimes,
there will be something,
someone,
that we won't forget easily.

I thought I'm already fine after these few months,
but still...



Well I'll be fine.
I know I'll be fine.
I guess I'll be fine.
I think I'll be fine.
I ......

Scammer Story That I Promised Since April. =.="

Wanted to blog about this since long long long time ago.
But I kept dragging due to the stupid connection that will load for ages whenever I tried to upload those screen shoots. =.="

This post is about some stupid scammer from London (I think) that tried to scam about 4k MYR from me,
and I decided to blog about this after I read the news from China Press last two months. =.="



The person that tried to scam me is someone named Zeal Martin from ahmoi.com.





He kept messaging me at there and asked for my address, and after few times of him asking for my address, I gave him the old address of mine when I'm still in KL.
He then asked for my phone number, saying that he'll call me whenever he can and he gave me his so called UK number as well.

Few days after that, he sent me the first email :

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Let me know as soon as you receive the parcel ok.‏
From: Zeal Martin (zeal_martin@hotmail.com)
Sent: Friday, 6 Mar, 2009 4: 57 AM
To: --(my email add)--

Hi Dear,

How are you doing? I confirmed my living so late and I was busy running around to make my journey and also send the parcel that I promised .I came on line to get any account details to give you a token but you were off, I called your line several times but couldn't connect. I was mad.

I have sent the parcel containing a new brand HP product lap top computer for you, a rose flower, One Set of Ladies Gold Necklace, One LV Bag and Purse For You and the sum of 4,000 pounds sealed in the same computer pack for you to enable you take care of yourself, and also settle some of your daily needs as, I can imagine how hard you could be working just alone to make a better life. Just accept this token from me. Since there was no time to contact you any longer for your bank account details to do a bank transaction I had no option than to sealed the money in the same pack in a white envelop right inside of a rose flower.

Below attached is a picture of the pack containing the items so that you can identify it.

Please let me know when you receive the package, you can contact me on my mobile as well +447031871567.

Dear you know my heart is open for you .This short moment we have met and chatted together has been an elevation in my life so I willingly decide to share with you.

I will always be here for you. I have to go in a hurry now. Just few minutes away to departure. I will contact you when I arrive to the America . take care of your pretty self for me alone ok, I love you so much honey, but am gonna miss you badly.....

Love you always,

Zeal

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Second email from him :

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TRACKING NUMBER‏
From: Zeal Martin (zeal_martin@hotmail.com)
Sent: Friday, 6 Mar, 2009 8: 46 PM
To: --(my email add)--

Hello dear,

How are you doing? So sorry, i’ve been very busy,… i forgot to send you the tracking number ,airway bill and the courier service website for you to track and know the status of your parcel……please here the information needed to check the parcel

Website = http://natlcexp.com/

Tracking no. = A556177d

Honey let me know as soon as you receive the parcel. Take care of your pretty self alright...

I miss you

Zeal

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I then visited the webbie that he gave me, and realised that it seems to be a fake webbie with weird information.
I think they had closed down the webbie because I can't seem to access to the webbie anymore, but I took the screen shoots of each pages at the moment I think this is a scam.
It's just that I'm too lazy to upload everything. =x

Anyway, I then get a phone call from someone that claimed himself as someone that work with the courier company, and he asked me to check my email.

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ORDER NUMBER: GXS/ WFD /2009(MALAYSIA). A556177d‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Monday, 9 Mar, 2009 1: 19 PM
To: --(my email add)--

Welcome!

NATION LINK COURIER EXPRESS
Website: www.natlcexp.com
Email: info@natlcexp.com

United Kingdom Tel: +448704908690, +447031800595
Malaysia Tel: 60102126525, 60169160974

Delivery Address: --(my old mailing add when I'm in KL)--

ORDER NUMBER: GXS/ WFD /2009(MALAYSIA).
TRACKING NUMBER: A556177d

Attn: Junnie,

With reference to the delivery of your package, We have tried to reach The sender on phone but to no avail. I wish to bring to your notice (Receiver) that your package has been placed on hold by the Malaysian Customs for some reasons which happened to violate the shipping Policies.

As the goods Arrived Malaysia at the check point, the Malaysian custom detected that currency were included in your parcel. Thereby, certain commissions must be paid as customs duty via us which is for the immediate clearance of your package.

For the main time refer on the ' status' of your package during tracking, this is in accordance to the mode of operations in the Courier sector for financial delivery. We have already taken order number for this package from the custom.

Outstanding Charges:
Administrative ..........................RM 480.00
Clearance............................... RM 2,980.00
TOTAL = RM3, 460.00

A total of RM 3,460.00 (Three thousand four hundred and sixty Malaysia Ringgit only) has been charge. In acknowledgement to this email, account details shall be provided to you for the payment as stated above for the Release of your package.

Thank you, as I hope I have made my self clear to you by this notice as Directed by the management.
For more inquiry call: 60102126525, 60169160974

Email: info@natlcexp.com

Present your order number when calling so that we may honor your calls. We are glad to be of service to you.


Yours Faithfully.
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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I ignored the email until the "Zeal Martin" messaged me at MSN and "informed" me that the parcel had reached but I need to make payment yadda yadda.

The Mr. Frank then emailed me again :

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Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Friday, 13 Mar, 2009 8: 16 PM
To: --(my email add)--

Attn: Madam
In the respect regarding your parcel, we want to bring to your notice That our head office in UK has notified us that someone had made the Payment of 500USD on your behalf so we still waiting for the balance of 435USD so we can dispatch your parcel to the destination. Please get back to us as soon as possible and present your order number when calling so that we may honor your calls.

Yours Faithfully
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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I then replied :

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(No Subject)‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Sunday, 15 Mar, 2009 7: 30 AM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Mr Frank,

I'm Junnie from Malaysia.
I'm not sure about the reference number of the parcel that I should be receiving, and the sender of the parcel inform me that I need to pay certain amount in order for you to send me the parcel.
He claimed that you had call me few times but the problem is I never get any call from you.
So I would like to know what can I do from my part.

By the way I prefer to be contact via email since I can't pick up calls for most of the time.

Thank you.

Junnie

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Re: ‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Monday, 16 Mar, 2009 7: 07 AM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Attn Madam

Thanks for your information and I thinking in our system show that your tracking number is A556177d, madam, we leant that someone had make the deposit of 500USD and we still waiting for the balance of 434USD so we can delivery your parcel to you address (my old mailing add). So madam try to get back to us as soon as possible.

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RE: ‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Monday, 16 Mar, 2009 11: 53 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Dear Mr Frank,

So you were saying that I need to pay USD434 in order for me to claim the parcel?
May I know where are you located so that I can pay that to you at your office and collect the parcel at the same time?
I want to make sure that everything is clear and able to be settle asap.

Thank you.

Junnie

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Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 4: 31 AM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Att: Madam,

In respect to your mail which you send to us via our company website, we have already notify you that your parcel was placed on hold by the Malaysia Custom, Madam it is not your responsibility to clam your parcel your self as the parcel was sent or came into Malaysia via our company, i.e. we are to get your parcel being cleared for you after you have made the Balance payment of the custom clearance throw us and
deliver it to your door step, if there is any other information you neded just call or email we are here to serve you better.

Yours Faithfully.
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 5: 22 AM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Mr Frank,

So you are saying that the parcel is still at Malaysia Custom?
May I know which custom is currently holding the parcel?
I said that I prefer to make the payment directly to your office, and you can pick up the parcel directly from the custom so that I can have the parcel on that time.
I know it is not my responsibility but I need to pick up the parcel as soon as possible and I do not wish to spend anytime waiting for the parcel to reach my door step.
I hope that you are able to tell me the location of the office so that I'll be able to make the payment directly.

Thank you.

Junnie

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RE: Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 2: 07 PM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Madam,

In respect to your email which you sent to us, i do not know how to help you in this situation, as i have told you on the mail I sent to you last where you can locate our office, your package is with the Malaysia custom now in KK not in our office now, you have to make the payment via us to enable us get your parcel cleared and deliver it to you as soon as possible.

As you said you want to make the payment in our office so you can proceed to our office and make the payment so we can get your parcel been release and delivery to you

Yours Faithfully.
Mr. Frank Walter
Head, Customer Propositions
NATION LINK (M) COURIER EXPRESS
Tel 60102126525, 60169160974

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Tuesday, 17 Mar, 2009 2: 12 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Mr Frank,

Please give me the full address of your office since the address given in the website is not a full address.

Thank you.

Junnie

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RE: Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Wednesday, 18 Mar, 2009 11: 20 AM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Madam the address you saw in our website is a full address plz

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Wednesday, 18 Mar, 2009 7: 43 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Are you saying that :

Pantai Dalit, Highway,Tower
Tuaran, Sabah Malaysia
TEL:- 60169160974, 60102126525
E-mail: asia@natlcexp.com

is the full address?

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RE: Attention‏
From: info@natlcexp.com
Sent: Thursday, 19 Mar, 2009 12: 02 PM
To: meng jun (my email add)

Yes Madam and i have Explain to you in the better way so if you are
interested then you can visits for your parcel but what i told you that
you parcel is not in out office here so after you make the payment we have
to go and get your parcel been cleared and send to you

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RE: Attention‏
From: meng jun (my email add)
Sent: Thursday, 19 Mar, 2009 3: 23 PM
To: info@natlcexp.com

Yes I'll definitely pay a visit to your so-called office without the unit number and stuff.
I know the parcel is not in your office but you do want me to make the payment to you, right?
And I PREFER to make the payment to you at your office.

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And after that, I never receive any emails from dear Mr Frank as well as the Mr Zeal Martin.
I get my friend from UK to check for me and she said the number that Mr Zeal Martin gave me is actually a fake number.

Well MR FRANK AKA MR ZEAL MARTIN,
please choose your victim carefully next time so that you won't be wasting time on building a fake webbie and replying emails to someone that knows that you're trying to scam her.
Promise? =)

Tuna Sandwich

Well to be honest, I ain't someone that will go after a tuna sandwich.
But still I had that as my dinner just because my friend ordered that for me.

Same thing happen to me for any other things in my life.
I seldom say 'no' to my friends and will accept whatever arrangement that they had decide.
Blame myself for being lazy and not willing to make any decision, and for most of the time, I don't have the guts to reject people.

Sigh.
I know I know.
It ain't healthy it ain't good for myself.
And I'm starting to face all the problems just because of my stupid attitude.

I guess it's time for me to stand out and tell everyone that,
IT'S MY LIFE!
ROAR!

Tagged by : AnyThing Lar mia LiSa

Tagged by

AnyThing Lar mia LiSa

Why lar always tagged by you. =.="

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
I knew her from MapleStory and we're pure net friend + 'ex-Maple buddy'?
=x


2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Looks like a boy.
Doesn't look like a girl. =x
Used to be very geng in MapleStory but I'm beating her now. =x
Doesn't like to be treated as a girl. (when we're playing Maple together la)


3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
Errrr. Gave me a lot of potions when I just started to play MapleStory? =.="


4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
-None- =.="


5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
OMFG! I ain't lessy. =.="


6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...
Never thought of that honestly. =.="


7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
The way she treat me. Must be more gentle okie? =x


8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...
I have a more 'poison' mouth than she has. =x


9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
To hack into her MapleStory account and get all her mesos and equipments. =D


10. The overall impression of her/him is..
Cute and good girl, and very good in 'shooting' people. =.="


11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
I'm cute and kind and good! Wakakakaka!


12. The character of you for yourself is?
Trying to be as tough as possible.


13. What do you hate about yourself?
My WEIGHT!! =(


14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
No one is perfect. =)


15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them
Thanks and I like you guys too!


Ten people to tag:
As usual, do it if you want to. =D


Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
...

No.3 a male or a female?
...

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
...

How about no.5 and 8?
...

What is no.1 studying about?
...

Is no.4 single?
...

Say something about no.6.
...


Finally done the tag that I should do on July 10, 2008. =.="
See see Lisa, I got do the tag noh.
Hmpf.

Attention To The Owner Of This Number

This post is specially dedicated to the owner of +60125309375.


Dear Mr Don't Know Who You Are,

Please stop messaging me as I'm not interested with your childish talk.

Go ahead and do whatever you want to do as I don't give a damn.

And please, don't act like a kiddo and pretend that you sent the message to the wrong number.

You are harassing me by text-ing me and miss calling me with private number.

Go away from my life.

Thank you.

Regards,
jun-aka-tiffy

LIARRRRR

Wondering why there are so much LIARSSSSSSSSSS in this world.

I honestly "respect" those people that used other people feelings in order to achieve what they want.

SALUTE YOU!

Serious SUN BURNT

Another Sleepless Night @ Balcony

I'm sitting at the balcony, staring at the road that is still busy at 3am.
Why does people need to travel around at this timing?

They're going to work?
Going back home?
Going to take supper?
Going to the people that they care?
Or just wandering around since they can't sleep?

It's raining now.

Where is the person that cares about me with the real true heart?

I'm tired of waiting, and do not want to wait anymore...

Lee Association's Dinner

I miss my MouseHunt, Fish Wrangler and Ghost Trap so much when I'm at here. =.=

The starting time for the dinner has been postponed as usual, and I'm surrounded by the noises by the lion dance at the entrance as well as the girl who's singing oldies on the stage.

I'm wondering why do we chinese people love to use those super loud and big speakers during dinners?
It's kinda annoying actually for people that dislike noisy places.
I'll need to shout loudly when talking though the person is just sitting right beside me. =.=

ROAR!

Nitey Nitey

I took this picture few days ago when I'm 'night-dreaming' at the balcony.

I love to sit at the balcony by myself, and let my mind fly wildly.

Hhhmmmm...

Moodyyyy

I'm getting moody + sad as 2nd April is approaching.

I know I can't and shouldn't and don't have to expect anything.
But still.

Sigh.

Anyone want to company me on 2nd April? =(

Back To Single

Got cheated enough.
Got hurt enough.

Need to admit that it's hard to let go that relation.
But as I told him,
No matter how deep the love is, heart will still dies.

I love him.
I still love him.
I still love him a lot.
But, no point spending my time maintaining a relation when he doesn't even show that he cares about the relation.

So,
I'm back to single,
and never want to love anyone anymore.
Might as well find someone that loves me,
instead of me loving him.

Congrats me please!!